faith. hope. love.

part 1 chp 2; LOVE

Love drives you absolutely insane.
Yet you want more of it,
even though you know it's like playing devils advocate.
It's like an addiction
You can't live without it.

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Love was the one, I thought to myself every single day. I just wish he thought the same thing.

Every little thing he did, made me smile.
Every little conversation we had, made me smile.
I was in a dark place at the time, and Love really helped pull me out, without him even knowing it. Love helped me realize that this life I'm living is worth it. Especially since he's apart of it.

Love was a smart guy. He taught me many things that I didn't know about until I fell for him.

Like how I really take into account the little features of a person.

Love has a dimple on his left cheek, he flips his hair to the right when it gets in the way, his ears look like elf ears, and his hands look like a 50 year olds hand.

"Who are you going to ask to dance on the cruise?" Love asks me

"I don't know. Probably the person I like."

"Oh really? and who may that be?"

"You?"

"Haha, very funny!" he says in a sarcastic voice

"What if I do ask you though?"

"I would say no, what the fuck!" continued by a chuckle

I stand there, trying not to show how sad that made me. I can't let him see that I look bummed, he might think...that I....like him or something....

*I laugh it off*

"Anyways, who are you asking to the dance?"

"I don't know yet, actually." He ponders.

Yet it seemed like he already had ideas as to who he was going to ask to dance with him.

Little did he know that the person who wanted to dance with him the most was standing right in front of him.

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Love can be a pain. Love can sting. Love can hurt.

Love does many things to us that make us question ourselves and question everything we do.

Love will turn you into the monster you said you'd never become.

Love is patient, love is kind, they say.

But the truth is, love is neither.

Love is timeless. Love is accepting.

Love is hopeful

I hope that love can one day bring me the happiness that it once took away from me.

The happiness that all started out with

my very first....

Love