faith. hope. love.

part 2 chp 3; HOPE

At this point in time, Hope was able to move on and I guess find his own path.

He looks happy though, carefree if anything. As if the world seems to be working in his favour and he's just going with the flow.

All this time, I had hoped that maybe he would have a change of heart.

I hoped that after expressing my feelings for him in a thorough 10 paragraph text message that maybe he'd get the hint that I wouldn't mind going back to what we were before.

But all I got was a "Sorry I'm dry, I'm like really tired."

Days and nights go by as I wonder; did hoping for anything really help?

I hoped for only the best.

I hoped for good things to happen.

I hoped for things to work themselves out.

Yet all these things I hoped for, I seemed to get the opposite of.

People always tell you to never lose hope.

To always have hope in those around you.

But that hope you have in a person can only last so long.

Hope is temporary. Hope is there only when you need it to be; not when you want it to.

You can hope all you want but hope will only answer when needed.

Hope is complex.

But I thank Hope for everything.

Even with everything's that's happened, Hope was good to me.

Hope was nice while it lasted.

Hope was there when I really needed it to be.

I Hope that I can find Love again.