If it stopped would you miss me? Zayn Centric

Left Out part 2

It was about 2:00 PM when i woke up from my nap...of course it wasnt because i couldn't sleep anymore. It was because of all the ruckus the boys had going on downstairs. Back to thinking about me being in their relationship, it just wouldn't work...the boys were even, Niall and Louis and Harry and Liam. Where would Zayn fit in....nowhere. 

2 weeks later...

Today Liam told me to leave him and the boys alone..... so far they're gone on their little anniversary date...but I'll tell you this,they're gonna miss me when im gone. Harry told me to kill myslef because I was a worthless piece of shit that deserved to die. I'll tell you what. That one hurt. Especially coming from the person you love the most.

Hi guys! I'm so sorry for not updating in two months...My aunt killed herself and 1 month after her suicide my cousin killed himself so alot of tragedy bu I'm back!! and please continue giving me advice!! Thank you!