TORDS POV:
I get up from my nightmare again, its about tom killing me again and again and again, but this time, the last time till today I find the gang and apologize! This time I had seen all of my friends hanging themselves one. By. One. I go to a part of my broken mirror, 'Worthless' 'gone' 'failer. More and more sneaks its way to my mind, "SHIT MY ARM!" My arms still bleeding! crapity crap crap! I had to wrap it in what ever I had, good think I still have old bandages. Yeah yeah its gross BUT WHATEVER! I don't wanna be seen weak or ill be attacked on the street!
I finally get up from crying for like what seemed all day, I try to look as good as I can but to my self anxiety and shame and regret came to attack me, I made a few cuts for the day 1 for Eddy 1 for Matt and 1 for hurting his 'Beautiful face' 1 for Tom 1 for hurting his arm and the last was the deepest one I have ever made, for EVERYTHING.
Lucky I was fast enough to put the bandages on so it could stop bleeding everywhere, I really don't care if it gets infected. But now I'm walking in the park, I see a large tree that's worth climbing.. so I climbed it. I got to a place I could see the whole park, then I have the slight urge...
To jump off
Five minutes later I'm in the perfect position, I made my choice.
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You Weren't There| TomTord
FanfictionTakes after end| Tords depressed, he's changed. Tords been doing some crap and seeing things, he's always having nightmares that haunt him. So one day Tord finally tries to go find the gang and apologize to them, but he's to scared to confront Tom...
