MY STORY [COMPLETED] ✔✔

Jealousy ❤

"Hello mom ? Are u going home tomorrow ?" Im sitting on my bed while looking at my hand. Oh my gosh that day was so happy ! Darrel must in love with me ! Hehe
"Dear ? Are u listening?" Mom.
"Eh sorry. Hmm what is it ?" Me.
"Mom cannot go back there hmm for 6months." Mom.
"What?! Oh come on mom. My birthday is near oky." Me. Smbil kasi duckface haha
"Listen bby. You grown up okay. Buat or tida kena buat your birthday is not the point. You have to see outside more. See people who not like us. Happy juga dorang kan tida kena buat birthday. You not a kid anymore bah." Mom.
Damnn mom keep talking without let me speak. Its not like i want my birthday kena buat. I just missing her so much. I can't hold my tears any longer.
"Mom its not I want my birthday party but I'm ... I'm missing you so much 😥" me. Im crying huaaaa!
"Oh my bby girl. Sorry okayy. I love you. Well mom cannot back. I have something to do here. Hmm mummy promise to bring you here after 6month okay ? Err but do you want to go in college right ?" Mom
"Hmm yea. I have to take care of someone here heheh" me. Terus sy tesenyum oh 😂
"Who's the lucky guy oh haha Oh okayy just be happy okay. If u need anything just call mummy. Okay bby girl ?" Mom.
"Okay mom. Love you"me.
"Love you too"mom

Call ended.

After I got my result from highschool well its good. Bolelaa kejar c darrel jg hahaha 😂

So suda sy isi smua borang masuk college. Actually I don't want to study but because of my loved one sy sanggup ! 😂

April will be the first day going to college. Hm yah I have to sleep in hostel 😥 will miss my big room.

"Bby suda sedia ka brg2 bsok? u have to go sudah college " dady.
"Hm suda smua dady. Tp sy takut." Me.
Dady smiles and pat my head.
"Dont be afraid. Theres nothing to be afraid of. Dady happy bila bby mau ambil bisnes utk course bby. Habis belajar nnti bole bby ganti dady." Dady.
I smiles n hug dady sy.
"Will miss you dady" me
"Dady too" dady.

Tut tut tut ..

"Hello sara ? Mna kau ? Sini suda sy dpn rumah kau" me.
"Oh kijap2 nih ada sy mau kasi sedia lg" sara.
"Aih nah lenkali buat last minutes ba" me.
"Heheh siou siou. Sy mau turun suda nih" sara.
"Oky"

Call ended ..

Bila nmpk kelibat si sara with her big bag n stuf haha cute nampak. But I saw something not clear here. Sara faces look sad. Hm I wonder why ?

"Hey jas sorry late." Sara. Dia kasi masuk her stuf didalam buntut kereta n masuk dalam kereta.
I just smiles n suru ddy jalan.

As we sampai sna urus2 pemasukan hostel lg. Lepas urus kmi dpt masuk bilik yg sma. 1bilik 4orang gitu. So sy peluk ddy n kiss pipi daddy.
"Bby jaga diri bby betul2 ah. Ingat apa yg ddy mmy pesan kalau bljr jauh sma family" daddy.
"Okayy dady. Baii" me.
Sy tingu ja daddy jalan smpaila hilang dari pandangan hmm i miss you daddy mummy !!

Kmi sara masuk ja dalam tu bilik aik empty theres no one yet. Oh maybe dorang masi dalam pengurusan di bawah.
I looked sara. She look really sad today. She dont even speak like she always do to me.

"Sara are you okay" me.
Sara look at me in the eyes. Tekumpul suda tu air mata dia.
"Sara whts wrong ? Tell me." Sy lari p peluk dia.
Serta merta sara nangis. She hug me so tight. I feel her pains inside so im crying with her too.
"Si zack kasi break sy" sara.
Oh ya sara n zack couple dari dorang 14tahun lg di skolah. So much story sy dngr pasal dorang dua. Because sara alwys told me their story. Even theirs first kiss and first sleep together pun sara tell me. Shes look so happy and make me jealous sometimes but just look her smiles already made my day.
"Wh-whatt ?! Is he crazy ?! How could him throw u like this ?!" Me.
"He cheating on me for 2y jas. 2y ! I'm so stupid. So dumb ! To loving someone like him !"sara.
"Sara im so sorry" me.
"For what? Jass no, u dont have to say tht." Sara.
"I'm sorry I can't be always right by your side. I love u" me.
"No jass. Its okay. I love u too !"sara.
Suddenly sara rebah d badan sy . omg sara !
"Sara wake up ! Sara!" Me. Sy sngt risau n sngt risau.

Tiba2 pintu bilik kena buka.
"Eh ?? Whts goin on ? Is she okay ?" Stranger.
"Errr i dont know. Help herr" me. Dngn muka yg telampau menangs haha.
"Mm-mursmur anuhh sy mau tidur"sara. Aih nih anak !
"Buduh pnya sara. Kau tau ka sy sikit mau mati nmpk kau bgini" me.
Sara smiles with her eyes closed.
And then kmi angkat dia p d katil kasi tidur dia. Betul2 nmpk penat oh ni anakk.

"Ehm hi im emy" dia blg smbil mau salam.
"Haii I'm jasmine" kmi shake hand.
"Oh hm so its just the three of us la kan ? Bcause td org yg msuk bilik kita tida jdi masuk." Emy.
"Ohh yaka? Hm kau ambil course apa ?" Me.
"Business" emy
"Ohh nice to meet you emy" me.
"Ya nice to meet u too. Hm ur friend ? Wht is her name ?" Emy.
"Oh sara. She's pretty right ?" Me.
"Beautiful name beautiful faces" emy. Hmm pelik jg c emy ni balik2 tngu c sara. Nvm.

Lepas beberapa minggu suda kmi bljr. Sy tda pun nmpk batang hidung c darrel.

So dalam kelas pun sy nda brapa fokus ba. Sy tlampau rindu c darrel. Mau menangis pun ada.

"Ui jas handsome oh tu llki yg kasi explained introductions to financial tuh " sara.
I'm busy tekan2 hp sy sanalah si  sara busy cerita pasal tu llki. Tda mood betul .
"Sara. I cant reach darrel" me.
"Eh ? You dont know meh ?" Sara. I'm confused.

"What?!"
"Yah he told me that he'll going to a different college. I asked him if he have told you ? he just said that you are the first one to know pun." Sara.
"Noooo. He lied ! He never told me ! Which college he going ?" Me.
"Idk jas. Jas look at me" sara.
I look into sara eyes deeply with tears on my eyes.
"We will get him back. Trust me. I dont know why he do that but we can find him. Okay ? Now just focus on ur study." Sara. I look on the ground and walk to the bathroom. Its hurt. But wait. Why i have to be in this situations. He's not my bf !

As the times flies its in the middle of year suda.

"Introduction to statistics macroeconomics" me. Kmi bentang tntang tajuk2 nih.
" its elements of probability theory, sampling theory statistical estimation,regression analysis and hypothesis testing. Okayy" me. Bila sy mau sambung bentang sy rsa lidah sy jdi kelu. Sbb oh my gosh !
"Darrel?" I said with a low voice.
But wait ! Who's that bitch hug darrel hand. She look like a whore. Pakaian mau nampak susu sma santut suda. Dia ingat ini pub ka ?! Oh my god I'm so jealous !

"Miss jasmine please begin. Why? Not feeling well ?" Said my lecturer.
"No sir. Hmm oky as you all know, its also provided a solid foundation in probability and statistics for economics bla bla bla"  I just want this all end. I can't stand watching darrel being hold like that. He's mine !

Lepas hbis bentang sy terus keluar sja dri kelas. I don't care ! I don't want to see his face with that bitch.

Sy jln laju2 tiba2
'Papp'
"Jasmine wait"darrel. He grab my hand tightly.
"What do you want ?" Me.
"I just got here. Sy pindah p sini." Darrel.
"So what ?" Me.
"I miss you so much !" Darrel. He kiss gently my hand.
I lose. I'm so missing him !! Its end with hug. I love his scent . I love his voice.
"I love you" me.
"Love you too" darrel.

"Darrel?" Sara. She look shocked.
"Sara he's back ! For me." Me. I'm so happy. But they look weird.
"Let her go darrel. You don't deserve her. You just make my best friend hurt more. If u love her you should leave her. Damnit jas its not right." Sara. I'm so confused. Sara grab my hand and bring me to the hostel. I looking at darrel face. He look like have a teribble times. Why and what ? There a secrets between them. I should know !

"Sara wait ! I cannot leave him alone." Me. I try my best to let go of my hand from sara. But auchhh its hurt so much. Sara being mean.
"Sara ! Its hurt" I start to cry. Because its so hurt.
Sara looking at me with her red face and tears. What have I done ? Sara is angry.

"Jasmine ! Can you just sedar sikit ! Huh ? You being a toy here ! I don't like you keep coming back to darrel. He's a coward ! U a fool" sara.
Awwch sara that's rude.
"Sara ! What happening here. You dtg2 sja marah2 terus kasi sakit sy !"me.
"Is it hurt ? Well its probably hurt 2 kali ganda if u know" sara. "Know wht ?! Tht girl who with darrel, who's that ?!"me.
"You should know it from darrel.  But listen here has.I'm here for you. I love you." Sara. She hug me tight.
"I just angguk and hug her back"

What will it be ? Lie ? Love ? Or happiness ? ❤