Nova Winchester, the nephilim

the prophecy

Memories are like bullets.
Some whiz by and only spook you,
Others tear you open and rip you in pieces.

Richard Kadrey

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"Wow," Mary is the first to say anything.

"I mean these things aren't always right, right?" I ask timidly.

Dean clears his throat, "Nova you and Jack don't have to end up like this, you have free will, both of you do," He looks between us, "You get to choose you're own destiny, you don't have to follow the angels playbook."

I look at the paragraph again,

'Two halves of a whole meet,

Soulmates they shall be,

One of light, One of dark.

A fight that occurs,

Will bring on the end'

I repeated it again and again in my head.

One of light, One of dark. The end? End of what?

It repeats over and over like a broken record that can't be fixed no matter how hard you try.

What does that even mean? Light? Dark?

Are we going to kill each other?

Am I going to turn evil, is he going to be evil?

My adorable innocent Jack? Evil?

Everything I know is going to change. My family is going to change.

"Kiddo," I hear a voice, I recognize it as Dean's.

I feel like I'm on a never ending carousel ride that just keeps spinning and spinning, and if I don't get off soon I'll pass out.

Bad things keep happening. One after the other. There's no stop, no resting. Just again and again.

First mom, now Jack.

Then I found out I might end the world? It's all too much.

I look up at him, "Are you okay?" He asks unsure.

Am I okay?

Am I okay?

I slowly shake my head, realizing that I'm not okay. I'm not okay at all.

Everyone is silent for a while, deep in thought.

"Am I evil?" Jack asks in such a small voice I could barely hear him.

"No, of course not," Cas automatically reassures him.

"You don't really know that, right? Whatever Micheal had planned is still going on. One of us is going to be evil. We're going bring on the end...of...of...something." My voice was small, like a child afraid of the dark.

I stare at the floor, my posture deflated.

After hours of trying to fall asleep I get up and walk into Jack's room.

I quietly open the door, as I tiptoe into his room I hear, "Nova?"

I jump slightly, "Oh, sorry if I woke you up."

He shakes his head, "You didn't."

I sit down beside him and he raises up.

I sigh, "What are we going to do, Jay."

He shrugs, "Not fall in love."

I crack a smile at his failed attempt of a joke, "Easier said than done."

He looks at me, his blue eyes sparkling.

I feel a sudden urge to lean over and kiss him.

I wonder if he feels it too.

I shiver, "Are you cold?" He asks me.

I nod.

He raises the covers and motions for me to get under them.

When I do, he wraps his arms around me and I snuggle into his warm body.

As I lay my head on his chest I can hear his strong heartbeat, I smell his distinct scent, peppermint and wood.

"Better?" He asks, his voice heavy with sleep.

I smile sleepily, "Better."

So, overreacting?

Comment below....

Um, yeah, lol.

No!! They're soulmates for crying out loud!

Idk man I'm just here for the food.

Song: "Knockin' on Heavens door" Bob Dylan