𝒷𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 || Vkook

Hard

Jungkook's pov

"I know you'll never forgive me. Let me just tell you this: I love you. Hyung, I was blinded but now I can see" 

This was pathetic 

I know it is

I continued to cry on his grave as I placed a small bouquet of flower, his favorite. 

"Let me love you, once again, please, for me?"

'There no point anymore, Jungkook, he's dead because of you' my mind yelled at me. This was my inner battle every day. This battle never had a winner but a loser- me. Even if I argued with my own thoughts they always manage a way to poison me 

Why couldn't I be there for you?

That question will always remain unanswered for the younger