Melancholy

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Time will come

All of my experience
In my fangirl days
Will become a pleasant memory.

Memory that I can
Share to my children
That I fell in love with a man
Who can't love me back.

I laugh
I cried
I giggled
I spent too much money
I became hyped
I even prayed to all the saints that the man of my dreams became mine, watching our own children playing happily at the park.

How I stayed up all night
To wait your new music video for the comeback
Even if I gained an eyebags
You full my hearts with your sweet and deep voice.

My pillows witnessed
How many nights
I cried over you
The teardrops fell on my cheek those days is just like a rain.

When that times comes
I guess you are happy
With your own family
That girl will be so lucky to have a man like you who loves many people.

She is so lucky to have the man of my dreams
She is so lucky to have the king who ruled my world
She is so lucky to have you who became my whole life.

But I accept the fact that the two of us can't be together.
The universe itself make a way to set us apart.
It's hard to fight the fate
I already accept it
We never meant for each other.

But I'm still
Stuck in present

Kim Taehyung, I will always wait for you even if I know that I will  hurt, but don't worry love if you think I will give you up, I will never do that, I can endure the pain for you love. I will always love you until the end.