Melancholy

•Twenty Four•

to my taehyungie,

It's already midnight and
I'm still awake; blankly
staring at the wall
Wondering if it's possible
to miss someone that I never met. Cause honestly, I'm used to this way ,everynight I always ended up thinking about you.

You are my greatest 11:11
wish, but I know I only hurting my self believing in my own lies. I'm so confused right now,
I love you but I don't know
what to do anymore.
Since I loved you I always been afraid to try to love someone, afraid if they are the one who will break it, I'd rather let you break it than someone else.

Loving a guy like you, it's like
a rollercoaster journey, smiles, laughs, tears, heartaches,
I felt a lot of emotion.
someday, if fate let our path cross I hope I will see you happy, I hope I can see those smiles in your face even if I'm not part of it anymore.

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You'll always be the greatest thing that happened to me.