1) I'm outta motion, stressed out, calamity heard across the ocean/
A) it's simply about the devotion making friction/
B) nothings worth the power or commotion/
A) Everybody sees us apart, that's an honorable mention/
2) months pass, I'm taken but feeling single/
A) Dangerous to the eyes, I stay this way/
B) I'm just a drifting piece of a heart, that never learned how to mingle/
A) If the sunshine's then why are others blue, and I'm grey/
3) I wanted to be yours for so long, that evil thoughts have begun/
A) I'm tired of feeling guilty for the bars, I omit/
B) I asked for you back, your reaction still has me stunned/
A) you always treated me like crap but wanted me to commit/
3) Then you were upset when I cheated/
A) As if love could be back stepped/
B) when the going got hard, you just fleeted/
A) ran away, and found your riches: check/
4) You never understood how I felt/
A) I can no longer pretend to be happy/
B) I'm just a risk, ripped off to become a pelt/
A) our ending was nothing but lacking/
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I'm not sitting around waiting for a DM message/
I'm losing everyone, trying to be a protector/
You were my happiest valentine but now I need passage/
I'm feeling blue, living without you being my corrector/
It's practically my biggest stressor: losing you/
I'm dying inside, trying to become a better me/
I can see your happier without me and a new dude/
Eventually, you'll find a new king/
I know, that's how I feel/
You made me become rotten/
turn up my nose, discrete the bending steel/
In a prison, two seconds of convo with you: that's all I've gotten/
You drifted away, I became empty/
You became stronger, I grow flimsy/
It's really crazy, kinda insane really/
He's the new you, but you still love him silly/
I'm not your slave, I'm not playing your games/
You've always been hurting me, but never cared/
I have tried telling you about my feeling: you took my soul and left my brain/
Now we're just hallway passerby's trying to get by with a quick stare/
I can tell myself, "I wish I had a time machine".
But then what good does words do me -when pain is your natural sense of scenes/
How do you escape the truth, when the world hates you/
And leaves you dead and blue/
I'm just a crumb, trying to take my mind off of you and the bread/
I cannot seem to float around you/
Everywhere I look your name, levels me and leaves my pulse dead/
I know, I made a mistake, but I wasn't the fool falling for an evil dude/
I'm tripping again, you're walking past me again with your friends/
Who truthfully are your bodyguards from me/
I've been broken for so long, twisted and hurting to no end/
I know, inside I'm a fiend/
If you want trust, don't cheat/
I would cuss, but you'd add the bleep/
I'm not gonna stick to repeat, and live a lie/
Yeah, I'm alone now, dating younger girls, asking myself why/
Trading myself for another tear/
Losing you was my greatest fear/
You were my deepest smear/
Bloody now, we remain scathed, but deeper in my career//)
