Its morning, I don't even remember when or how I feel asleep last night. I get up and get ready for school. I shower and put on my school uniform. I grab my book bag and head towards the door passing by tae having his breakfast. I'm still angry at him about the yesterday. I slam the door behind me and go on to school. When I get there I don't see Lisa or Rose. I get nervous, I hate being alone so I decide to go up to Jungkook. He used to be my close friend before Tae stole him away.
Y/N: Hey
JK: What's up?
Y/N: I'm lonely
He laughs, it's been awhile since I heard his laugh or better yet even talked to him.
JK: Okay fine, you can hangout with me for today
I smile at him. He returns one and pats my head before we start to walk into the building cracking jokes and laughing but all of a sudden he gets serious.
JK: Y/N, I have a question.
Y/N: What is it?
JK: Why'd you push me away? Why'd you stop talking to me?
Y/N: You stopped talking to me
JK: No, you did
Y/N: You left me to be friends with Tae
JK: I was still willing to be you're friend but every time I went over to hangout with you, you would leave me with Tae.
I guess I never really noticed when I pushed him away. It made me sad to think I shrugged off a friend like him. He was such a sweet and genuine person. The first bell rings.
JK: Later.
He walks off to class and I'm left alone with my thoughts. I walk to class, once I get there I see Yoongi fidgeting with his fingers. I'm guessing he's nervous. I approach my seat next to him. I feel the atmosphere get tense. After awhile of sitting in silence he finally opens up.
Yoongi: Hey um Y/N, I just wanted to say... Uh... I'm sorry about um-
Y/N: Walking in on me.
He looks down and red spreads across his cheeks. He's 10x cuter when he stutters.
Yoongi: Uh yeah that, I'm sorry. I really didn't know you were in there.
He's still avoid me, he looks flustered. I'm enjoying this so I decided to push it a little bit further.
Y/N: Its fine... as long as you enjoyed it.
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His eyes almost bulging out of his eye sockets. I held back my giggles. His face is bright pink for a minute i thought he was going to pass out.
Yoongi: I-I Ah I didnt, I mean I did, No No I didnt Oh um
Y/N: Its ok Yoongi, you can breath now.
I finally let out my giggles. He scratched the back of his head. I looked up and saw every one whispering and staring at us. Was I really talking that loud? Yoongi still looks flustered.
???: What were you doing when he walked in?
Nayeon, my eighth grade bully. She was the one who told everyone about- the issue last year. That girl spreads rumors faster than you can say the letter "I". I just stood stiff.
Nayeon: Come on tell us, I'm pretty sure everyone else wants to know too. Right everyone?
Everyone started to nod and shout in agreement. I looked back at Yoongi who at this point looks like he's about to punch someone in the face.
Yoongi: You guys all need to shut up and learn to mind your own fucking business.
Yoongi just made matters worse. I couldn't take it anymore. I walked out with my middle finger in the air and slammed the door behind me.
Yoongi's POV:
I must've said something wrong but I don't care. I wasn't going to let them step all over her like that.
Yoongi: Jerks.
Nayeon: I'm much offended.
She said sarcastically. I heard her giggle as I walked over to the door. It was the kind of giggle that made me want to slap her into space. I walked out trying to ignore her. I tried looking for Y/N, She couldn't be that far. I scanned the hallway, the library. She could be in there. I walked in and checked the book isles. I found her sitting at very edge of the book shelf, she seemed spaced out.
Yoongi: Y/N?
Y/N: Why'd you have say anything? You couldn't just shut yourself up?
Yoongi: I wanted to help.
She stood up and tried to walk away but I grabbed her wrist. I dont know why but it was my first instinct.
Y/N: What?
I didn't say anything, I just let her go. But when I did she didn't leave. I just stood there playing with my own fingers like I always do when I'm nervous. I could feel her eyes pressed on me. I was frozen into place. I wanted to grab her and pull her into me but I stopped myself. I promised myself I wouldn't go full dark no stars on a girl again.
Y/N: Yoongi, What are you thinking about?
Yoongi: I'm thinking about you
Y/N: What about me?
Yoongi: You should go
Y/N: No
I suddenly grabbed her and pinned her against the book shelf. I realized what I was doing and let her go.
Y/N: Woah Yoongi
I turned away not wanting to face her.
Yoongi: Don't
Y/N: I'm surprised
Yoongi: Go
Y/N: I said no
I grabbed her waist and pulled her in. I don't know why I'm doing this. I whispered in her ear.
Yoongi: Your testing me Y/N
She seemed shocked. I let her go and attempted to walked away. I didn't want to do anything I'd regret but she grabbed my wrist. There was nothing else I could do to save her from myself now.
