"Can you keep a secret?" I asked Brendon. He looked up at me;
"Of course I can."
I took a deep breathe. I was probably going to lose the only person who gave a shit about me.
"Well, um, I'm gay. I like guys." My hands were shaking, I was dreading the upcoming response.
"So?"
I furrowed my eyebrows in disbelief.
"You don't care?"
"No. Ryan, I'm bent as fuck. Who cares? There shouldn't even be labels." Brendon said, causing me let go of the breath I didn't realise I was holding.
"Hey, um, you don't have to but...do you maybe want to...."
"To what?" He asked.
"Um nothing, sorry. I have to go."
Fuck Ryan you awkward shit, why did you do that.
I'm an idiot. I should have just asked him out. Fml.Dis chapter by pastelpluto2o
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The diary of Ryan Ross // RYDEN //
Fanfiction~ the gay and peculiar diary of the one and only, Ryan Ross. ~ Ryden, obviously.