A young 21 year old bisexual girl moves in with 7 young men. She's looking for a place to escape her past and focus on following her dreams. She wasn't planning on finding love while running from her past but she did. There's only one problem she's...
As I throw away the bear I took a look in the mirror.
"No wonder she left me, I'm hideous and a complete mess. I don't deserve love..." I said with a single tear running down my face.
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There was a sudden knock at my door. I quickly wiped my tears away so that I don't worry anyone.
"W--Who is it?" I asked trying to stay calm.
"It's Yoo--- Suga, can I come in?" he asked seeming a little flustered
"Yeah come in," I said a little shocked
The door slowly opened and Suga came in. I couldn't help but admire how beautiful he was. His pure black and pale skin just made me adore him more and more.
"Hey, Chy, are you ok? I'm sorry about RM." Yoongi said with a look of concern.
"Oh yeah I'm ok, don't worry about it," I said trying to keep smiling
"You don't look ok---I mean you look ok--- just umm you seem upset, is what I mean," Suga said as his cheeks turned a little red.
"You know you can talk to me anytime ok? Just promise me you won't cut yourself off from us, it's not healthy." Suga said as he stepped closer to me.
He sat at my on my bed and waved me over to sit next to him, reluctantly I sat next to him.
"So tell me why that stuffed animal is important to you--and don't say it's not, I can tell you where crying," Suga said as he grabbed my hand.
I looked at him for a moment taking in all his beauty and took a deep breath...
"The stuffed animal was a gift from my ex-girlfriend Lacey. She. Used it to ask me to our towns Pride Formal, I had just come out as bisexual a few weeks before this so it was my first time at a pride event. After that, we stayed together for four years. She helped me get through my depression, self-harm issues, and bulimia but 4 weeks ago she dumped me because she couldn't handle always taking care of me. She wanted a family and I was holding her back." I said as I began to cry again.
Suga lifted up my chin and wiped with tears. I stared at him. His smile was beautiful, his eyes were full of comfort and warmth.
My heart melted when he looked down at me an smiled
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"I'm sorry you had to go through that. You deserve better..." Suga said gently.
"How do you we just meet, I'm just not worth lov---" I said as Suga suddenly interrupted me
"Don't say that. You're worth everything. You're beautiful and sweet. I barely know you and I'm fully confident that you're are amazing."
I---I don't what to say... Umm thanks." I said with a smile
"Don't think me for telling the truth," Suga said as he crested my cheek.
The distance between us started getting less and less. We eventually got so close I could hear is heart beating. I was overwhelmed with how handsome he was... Then as we got closer we kissed...
My body was on fire. It had been so long since I have felt like this. All my body was him.
Suga started kissing me harder as I ran my fingers through is coal black hair. For the first time in weeks, I didn't feel sad, I wanted to keep living...
"SUGA!!" yelled Jimin from his room, "Can you come help me?"
Suga hesitantly stopped kissing me and raised up. He was so beautiful with his messy hair. I didn't want him to leave.
"You're important and if you ever forget that I'll help you remember." He said as he gave me one last kiss...
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