Makings Of Me

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3 months later

I would of told Mykea what happen , but I don't have time for her to be running her mouth . She's my cousin yeah but everything doesn't need to be told . . I just keep thinking about how he said " Little Ryan ".

Today I was seeing my mother to tell her what had happen . As I walk into the prison they check everything I had and everything on me . My grandmother didn't come well she did once in awhile but she didn't wanna see her daughter in a prison . My mom never really wanted to me to come up here either but she knew it was going keep her pushing to keep faith & get out .

I sat in the back were their were other people waiting on their loved ones . I seen the same girl at the bus stop with the baby it was weird seeing her again ...

I seen my mom walk in she had her hair in a slick pony tail & her nails were painted white . I'm glad she didn't let this prison shit get to her .. she actually look nice .

" Mommy " I said as I gave her a hug
" My Shinkkk " I missed you said giving me a big hug

I was always excited to talk or see my mom .
We talked about what was going on in the news & celebrity gossip & then I brung it up

" I need to tell you something " I said

" What's up ? " she said

" So you heard about the robbery on 17 street ? "

" Yeah what about it ? "

" Well , I was there and somebody kidnapped me but well not like that but like they actually saved me I was at the wrong place at the wrong time type shit he literally drag me out it & took me home then drop
Me off grandma house & called me " Lil Ryan "

My mom didn't have any express on her face

" Hello?! Are we good ?! " I asked

" I already heard what happen why you didn't tell me is why I wanna know " she said

" What the hell ma ?! " I said

" Hey Hey now don't be cursing at me ! I been knew this Dink why you never came up here & told
Me what the hell was going on ?! " she said being mad

Did she know I was scared for my damn life ?!!

" Ma I don't know but I'm telling you now "

" Well your lucky the nigga knew who you where because , you would of been dead thank God ... "

Umm I guess I thought to myself my mom didn't even comfort me , she act like it wasn't nothing . How did he even know who I was in the first place. I want even going ask Cause I knew it was some street shit involved

" You real bold too " If you going kill me can I call my grandma first " she said mocking what I said it wasn't no surprise my mom knew what was going on but the fact she act like this was a joke to her threw me off

This wasn't funny ... I just waved her off & got back into talking about what was going on in the jail .

" Yeah they on some hunger strike , I'm not doing that shit I'm trying get out Dink 10 years & I never heard no shit like that , but I know it's going mess up my chances getting out "

" I know Ma , "

The bell buzzed letting us know it was time up . I gave her last one hug & she blew me a kiss & told me stay out the way .. I passed her this necklace I had around my neck that had a cross & angel on it .. She smiled & put it in her pockets .