Shawn's POV:
I've been feeling depressed a lot ever since Lauren left me, and this is all my fault, I can't hold on to this pain and I seriously need her right now, but I messed up really badly
I walk out of my room and go into hers, I hear a soft and quiet tune of a guitar and her beautiful voice that I miss, I think it's a new song she wrote
Hey, baby, you don't have to live this way
You don't have a debt to pay
So put your foot down and pick your heart up off the ground
Cause that's not where you belong
I can prove that without this song
But for now, just play along
I then heard a chuckle after that, God, I miss that chuckle from her
I know you've been hurt by the way that he talks to you
Hurt by the way that he fights with you
No, no, hurt by the way... that he loves you
She then stopped, I think she's writing a new song out of this, and this song may have a relation to me, considering the fact that I've hurt her and we fought afterwards, so yeah this is about me
I wanted to knock really badly but I didn't have the courage to do so, but I had no control whatsoever so I decided to knock
Lauren's POV:
As I was strumming on my guitar and working on a new song I've been working on ever since Shawn hurt me and we broke up, I heard a knock on my door, I didn't want to ask who it was so I just said 'Come in' and it so happened to be the devil himself
"Hey" he started, I just stayed there silent, not making any eye contact with him, I didn't want to talk to him at all
"Get out" I said quietly, but he didn't leave though
Cameron's POV:
The guys and I were out to bring some lunch, we decided on getting Lauren a bunch of sandwiches; we weren't sure for how long she hasn't eaten, as we were walking to her room, I was going to knock but then I heard Shawn talking to her, he seriously can't take the hint that she doesn't want to be with him anymore
"Guys, Shawn and Lauren are talking together" I whispered, making them all interested and trying to hear their conversation, I honestly didn't want to, but I mean what's the problem with trying to understand what they're solving?
Lauren's POV:
"No" he replied to me, making me angrier than I ever was with him, I stood up slowly yet angrily
"What did you say?" I asked while being furious
"I wanna solve this, I want to try my hardest to make our relationship stay alive!" he yelled out
"Alright, let's talk" I yelled back "How was it?" I asked angrily
"W-what?" he asked, confused
"How was the kiss with Mackenzie?" I replied, he just stood there looking down silently, I just stood there impatiently
Cameron's POV:
"Alright, let's talk" Lauren yelled out, "How was it?" she asked angrily
"W-what?" asked Shawn, by the tone of his voice he sounded confused
"How was the kiss with Mackenzie?" she replied, just say it was bad you idiot come on
"It was..." he started
"Horrible" whispered Taylor
"Really bad" whispered Nash
"The worst" I whispered
Lauren's POV:
"It was..." he replied "different" he finished
"'Good' different?" I asked, he just looked down, I went up to him and slapped his stupid face with full on anger
"Who kisses better! Me or her!" I yelled
"Both of you are good, but you're better!" he yelled back, then covering his mouth with his hand, realizing what he said
"So, who's lips are you craving the most right now?" I said lower yet with an angry tone
"You, of course you, look, I'm madly and deeply in love with you, I can't stand the fact that you hate me and can't look at me the same, I'm so in love with every single detail about you" he said, he then took my hands gently and sat me down at the corner of the bed, while he bent both his legs down and looked deeply into my eyes
"I miss everything about you, I miss you're hair" he said then kissed the top of my head
"And these hands" he said then kissed my knuckles
"And this nose" he said then kissed the tip of my nose which made me giggle
"And these lips" he said then kissed my upper lip, making me crave more of him, he then kissed my lower lip then kissed both, we kept kissing until I finally thought for a moment and broke the kiss and stood up
"No! This isn't how this works, Shawn! Every time I kiss you that image of you and Mackenzie kissing makes me so mad and frustrated!" I yelled
"Then let me help you block out that image!" he said then got closer to me
"No! Let me kick you out of my room!" I said then opened the door and pushed him out, I then closed the door quickly and started crying
"Babe, please don't let this relationship end!" he yelled
"It already did, Shawn" I said quietly, yet loud enough for him to hear me
Cameron's POV:
I don't think he realised we were outside, but he didn't even notice us, he just stood up and walked into his room, with his eyes filled with tears
"Poor guy, his heart is completely broken" said Matthew, everyone nodded agreeing, and so was I, but deep down, all I was thinking is that he deserved it, I know that it's the wrong thing to think about or say but he really does, he broke her heart and now he got the taste of the medicine he needed
A/N: Leave ideas in the comment box down below for me to read and use for more upcoming chapters if u guys have any!
Love you guys so much!
Byee
-PheonixAndMusic <3 <3
YOU ARE READING
Broken Hearts / Shawn Mendes
FanfictionLauren Smith, the girl who lived a terrible past. Her parents both died in different times; Lauren's mom died when she was born and her dad died drunk driving. Lauren worked at a diner when she was 13 and has been for 4 years. As for Shawn Mendes...
