I know he doesn't like me.
But he shouldn't treat me like that either.
I let out a heavy sigh before pressing my house PIN.
The paper bag still in my grip. It's the gift from him.
I walk into my room as I throw the bag on my bed.
Why can't I be the lucky girl that Jimin would like?
I stare at my feet as I fiddle with my toes. I plopped myself on the bed.
Knock!Knock!
I turned to the door when I could hear the doorknob twisted, it's my dad.
"Are you gonna stay here for all day?"
"Without eating dinner?" He added.
"Dad, I'm not hungry." I shook my head.
"Who would reject food?" Dad shrugged.
"Me?" I raised my brow.
"No you won't." Dad chuckled as he walks to me.
I know he would grab my hand to the dining room now.
"Alright, dad. Give me a minute." I pouted.
"I'll wait." He said as he walked to the door, shutting it.
Before I could change, my phone buzzes.
A text from Park Jimin.
I won't bother looking at it now. I need food. Maybe will reply it later. I'm not getting upset just because he left me.
I dart my way to the dining room where I see my dad is seated.
It's really mouth-watery dinner for real.
"Mira," Dad called after we chug the water.
I just replied with a hum.
"I don't want to ruin your happiness but I wish you won't meet Jimin again," He let out a heavy sigh.
"Why?" I almost choke my water.
"I don't like you seeing him as your patient or as a friend." Dad clasped his hand.
"But I'm his doctor. You can't just say things like this." I protested.
"I'm not being such a bad father for you. But this is for your own sake too. I don't want you to get hurt like this again,"
"Your happiness is all matter." He added before leaving the dining room.
He left me dumbfounded.
How can I do that to Jimin?
But, my dad is right either.
Sometimes, letting go is better than holding on to something that will end up hurting you.
I clear my thought before walking to my room. I take the courage to read the text from Jimin.
Hey, Mira. I'm sorry for leaving you at the store. I wish you can come to my birthday party or I rather say my engagement party this weekend. Wish that you can make it there. ❤️
Why he left the heart there? It hurts me more when I saw that 'engagement' word.
My eyes are getting blurry as I bite my bottom lips.
Stop crying, stupid Mira!
That's how my inner self is screaming and cursing at the weak me.
Sure. :)
I was disheartened by his act. Okay, I get it that I'm his friend. But I never admit it. I don't want to be his friend anymore. It's hurt.
Jimin, I know that between us, it's only me who was hoping for more. And now it's only me who is hurted.
|hahaha bad update. but whatever, i hope you enjoy it|
