hamilton one shots

1:31 AM

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Its 1:31 AM and im shaking while crying in the dark the only sound is me and my dog snoring im crying because i was thinking about the people i love and they have no idea how much i love them these 2 people in particular have no idea how much they really mean to me and ill never get to show them one has a close boyfriend they seem like a fairy tale couple and yeah they have their bumps but they make it threw the other the other is beautiful they remind me of a dream and i pray everyday i never wake up they make me happy and smile day after day and i remember with out these people i would probably be dead like really dead and if i wasnt i would get alot less sleep and probably be more numb then i am but this person makes it dissapear these people bring light into my life but there is one thing with the second person i have this huge crush on them and they have no idea how much one day i just want to kiss them how close i want to hold them because we have seen eachother at are lows are highs hell we both know are familys and im scared to tell them because what if they push me away and i loose her what if i loose some if the only light i have its 1:38 AM and im crying in the dark wishing they were awake wishing i could tell one how i feel while making sure the other is happy if anyone has some advice please message me 💗  - Luna-Jay