it's been a while.
almost 3 months to be exact.
& honestly? there isn't a day that goes by that i don't miss you. that i don't think about you. what you could've been.
when something awesome happens, i think of you. when something sad happens, i think of you.
when something, anything, happens, i think of you.
i miss you. words can't express that.
i think about the fact that you'll never drive, you'll never have your first kiss. you'll never get married. you'll never get the chance to live your life to the fullest.
there are certain things that i see & cant help but think of you.
ropes, sheds, the color purple, szechuan sauce, rick & morty. you're the first in my mind when i see these things.
life will never be the same without you.
i miss you so much.
rest in peace calib. you're no longer suffering.
YOU ARE READING
a racing mind
Poetrya collection of poetry, dedicated to the aching hearts who need help finding the words to describe their sorrow, but also words to help you see the best in things. - all poetry written by me unless stated otherwise -
