panic attack pt. 1

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it's hard to catch a breath when it gets like this.

i feel like i'm climbing a mountain, upwards to an infinite point. in sight, but always out of reach. my knees quake & buckle.

my head is in a fog, i cant think straight. am i almost there yet? will i ever reach the top?

my hands are cold but sweaty. i never knew this was a thing.

i'm dizzy, i'm going to fall any second.

there are people at the mountains peak, and they're watching. are they laughing? they're laughing. i am a failure.

i freeze. swallow my tears, take a gulp of air. and continue on.

because i won't give up without a fight.

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