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never agaιn: cнapтer ғoυr ♡

i laid there staring at the ceiling , thinking about what just happened . how it felt when i was in his arms . . how his crystal bule eyes looked down on me . . everything .

but he ruined it . . he said nothing was happening between us . . maybe im over reacting , maybe this isnt a big deal .

i mean come on Natalie , not every guy is going to want you .

i stared at the ceiling and sighed slowly sitting up looking at myself in the mirrior . i looked down then at my wrist shaking my head getting up and walking down stairs .

Chandler and Sam were sitting on the couch playing video games . i walked over to the couch sitting next to sam, " hey sorry i snapped at you . . " i said and looked down , " i wasnt in a good mood . " 

he turned to me pausing the game , " hey no no no were not stopping. " chandler said pressing play . sam turned to him then rolled his eyes before turning his attention back to me .

" i get it your on your period , big deal . " he said and chuckled .

my eyes widened , " wait what . " i said and raised an eyebrow , Chandler bursting into laughter .

sam laughed along with him , " im kidding . unlesss you are . . " he said and raised his eyebrow smirking .

i shoot my head , " god sam grow up . " i said and walked up to my room , stopping when i came across my mirrior .

i turned so i could see my body , swallowing a lump in my throat staring at myself .

i stood there for a few minutesuntil i heard my door open , i turned around and saw Chandler standing in the door way .

" Hey you okay? " he asked walking inside .

i nodded turning my attention back to the mirrior as he walked over to me, wrapping his arms around me from behind . he glanced at me smiling .

i glanced at him and sighed squirming out of his grip walking over to the bed sitting down at the edge .

he followed and sat beside me , " hey . .  you dont seem okay . . "

i whipped my eye and nodded , " im fine , swear chandler ." i said and looked down at my legs .

he lifted my head up with his hand and sighed , " you really dont seem okay Natalie , your pale and seriously , you need to gain weight more than loose it . " he said looking at me with those crystal blue eyes again .

i sighed shaking my head , moving away from him .

he looked at me , " come on Natalie dont tell me your all bummed abotu what happened in the Kitchen earlier . . "

i rolled my eyes , " never said i was ." i said and sighed glacing around my room , " look can you just leave me alone ? " i said and looked back at him . 

" why ? " he asked and smirked .

" because what id sam sees us hanging out , he wouldnt like that huh ? " i asked getting up and walking out .

he watched me leave as i walked down the stairs and out to the park . sitting down on the wood fence around the pond .

he sighed getting up walking down stairs sitting next to sam .

" whats her problem ? " sam asked turning his head to face chandler .

" i .. i dunno just being a bitchy girl . " he said and sighed looking down .

" what did you do ? " sam asked crossing his arms over his chest .

" Nothing . " he said and shrugged , " imma go talk to her . . "