My life

and the past comes back *edited*

Rachs P.OV

As I wake up I don't want to leave my bed it's so warm and so not worth leaving that's when I realise it's Saturday finally the weekend I roll over and I grab my phone going trough Facebook, twitter and Instagram I don't really use Instagram but I feel like I should so I'm probably going to post a few more pictures now.

Will: Rachel I'm going to the shops do you want to come with me?

Rachel: yh give me 5 minutes

Will: ok

I put my phone on my bedside table and I leave the warmth of my bed and I change into white jeans and a baby pink and white striped jumper I put on some converse and head downstairs leaving my hair in curls.

Will: ok I want a food shop

Rach: ok

I put on my leather jacket and grab my bag

Rachel: let's go I will pick something to eat

Will: let's go then

We get into the car and dad starts driving and I open the letter that was sent to me

Will: what is it?

Rach: Jesse's prison he wants to meet me

Will: And are you?

Rach: I don't know I mean I want to know how he is

Will: but Rachel he was never a nice person and you know that

Rachel: but what if prison has changed him

Will: then do what you feel is best

Rachel: I'll try

We talk for the rest of the journey till dad pulls in at the supermarket and I get a trolley cart dad pushes it around as I pile it with the things we need, living with dad is the best because I take care of him and he takes care of me and that's how it's been, after walking around the store dad pays for the things we brought and we pile it all in the car and dad drives us back.

Will: Finns on the doorstep

Rach: what?

I look out the window and I see Finn sat on the doorstep with his head held down its bad news I know it is everything I've been feeling leads down to this day

Will: help me with the shopping first

We get out and Finn lifts his head up dad and I carry the bags in as I take Finn to the living room and close the doors

Finn: Rachel we need to talk

I knew it but I don't feel upset is it because I was expecting this or was it because I didn't love him anymore?

Rach: sure go on

I say sitting on the edge of the sofa watching as he's pacing around

Finn: I don't know how to put this

Rach: you're breaking with me... I know

Finn: how?

Rachel: the constant blanks you've been giving me, the separating yourself away from me it was quite obvious

Finn: do you hate me

Rachel: surprisingly not, mainly because I was expecting it but answer this, why?

Finn: I can't tell you that yet

Rach: did you cheat on me?

Finn: Rachel please I can't tell you this yet

Rachel: ok

Will: hey Finn are you staying for lunch

Rachel: no he's not

I say butting in annoyed why won't he tell me

Finn: I'm sorry

He whispers to me I nod and he leaves

Will: what was that about

Rachel: we're over

Will: what why?

Rachel: he won't say just he can't tell me

Will: and how do you feel

Rachel: fine, just fine