My life

Maybe we are friends

Rachel P.O.V

Another visiting day for Jesse today which I'm looking forward to I guess I kind of miss him I miss seeing him everyday he never use to be bad not until he got into that stupid 'gang' he always used to make me laugh till I nearly peed myself or when I was grounded we used to sneak out to his car and we would drive to this insane sweet shop an hour away from the house, we would go crazy in there filling our bags with as much sweets as we can mine being always filled up with gummy bears.

Those were the times.

I wake up at 8 to the sound of Beth crying, it's been so fun with Noah staying more often helping with Quinn and Beth, Beth who is now 4 months old absolutely loves him along with her Auntie Rachel and Auntie Kitty.

Kitty often stays too along with dad and we make a fun night, dad often being embarrassing but he seems to fit in with us all and that's what I'm grateful for: Friends and Family

I decide to change into my favourite skinny jeans and a dark red knitted jumper that's really baggy and comfy and white converse I add my Michael Kors watch which is Rose gold which I'm in love with and I leave my hair down with my fringe at the side and add my necklace.

I head downstairs to see my dad making breakfast for us all for when we go down.

Rachel: Morning

I walk to the fridge with a glass in hand and make a glass of orange juice

Will: Morning, so are you going to see him today

Rachel: Fourth time visiting

Will: And how is it

Rachel: I feel more comfortable around him if that's possible

Will: It can be if that's how you feel

Rachel: I actually miss him a lot

Will: I know I remember you crying every night to see him I remember it all

Rachel: I just wish it was all different you know

Will: Do you love him still?

Rachel: I don't know

I sigh and sit down at the table as dad serves me breakfast and as I eat Noah comes down holding Beth.

Rachel: Bethany

Beth looks over my way and if possible she smiles at me and Noah passes her to me.

Quinn: Morning

Will: How did she sleep

Quinn: Better a lot better

We all sit down and eat whilst I finish and watch Beth whose sat with me at the table.

Rachel: So what are you doing today?

Noah: we're going to go shopping with my mum so she can spend time with Beth and that

Will: Sounds good

Rachel: What about you dad

Will: Well I'm at school and you have college remember

Rachel: Yes I do at 10am

Quinn: And right now I have a shift at the sweet shop so I'll see you all later

Noah: We'll pick you up at 11

Quinn: Sounds good bye guys

We all say bye as I also decide to start heading of for an hour and half drive to college I grab my handbag and head to my car and drive to college.

College was uneventful as I sit taking notes and finding sheet music for class by the time I finish its already 4 and I head to my car and drive to the prison going in I do all the security checks and sit in the room but this time I don't feel as nervous.

"St James"

I follow the security guard as we are all in a meeting room I see Jesse and he sees me as he stands

Jesse: Hey

Rachel: Hi

I hug him which surprises him the most and we sit down

Rachel: So how are you

Jesse: I'm doing good I've applied for early leave

Rachel: And?

Jesse: I leave next month

Rachel: That's great

Jesse: really

Rachel: Well would you rather be stuck in here for 7 months like you would be

Jesse: Well obviously not but I just mean for you

Rachel: Jesse it's great news

Jesse: Really?

Rachel: Yeah you know it will be great plus we planned to out after right

Jesse: Are you sure?

Rachel: positive

Jesse: we're kind of friends again aren't we

Rachel: Maybe we are

I smile as he smiles back and we carry on talking about what he's missed and the things that's happened then I walked away feeling happy