emails from me

email twenty-five.

to: lane, my saving grace.
from: aspen, your tragic flaw.

email twenty-five.

dear you, (wow nostalgia,)

in truth i feel utterly ridiculous for stringing you along like a puppet, acting a love drunk fool who can't make up her mind.

but i do know what i want.

i want you.

i want you and i together.

but our relationship is proving to be incredibly unhealthy.

but it seems to me, that i don't particularly care.

i want you and i and us.

i'm a cruel, awfully indecisive, annoying drunk, and i don't understand how you can put up with me.

but you do.

you do.

and i love you.

i do.

i do i do i do.

and nothing has ever been as true, as my love for you.

-aspen. [yes, the aspen. the aspen who is half of the famous couple, (okay famous is stretching it a bit, but c'mon. we are cute together), aspen and lane.]

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a/n

so i actually deleted a few chapters and rewrote this once or twice (about eighty times.) trying a million different approaches, so sorry if it doesn't make sense. and i wrote this after i wrote the ending, so if it doesn't fit, whoops.

well, guys, there's about six parts left until the end of the written story of aspen and lane..

can you believe it?

i sure can't.

tell me if anyone has any predictions on how i'm going to end it!

OH and how do you guys like the new covers i made? (personally i love them aha.)

can we approach a whole bunch of votes and comments? :))