*Rose's POV*
I get a call from Daisy on my way. »Goddamn...« I pick up knowing that I don't have an excuse. »Yeah?« I ask trying to keep my voice calmed. I could freak out. During now I thought about how stupid I am again.
I told myself to stay away from him and fuck whatever he does and that I won't care. I told myself that everything would get worse if we would get closer. I don't want this and actually I could just leave him alone there drunk in his car on a highway.
I didn't checked the location yet, means I don't really know how I'll get there. »Aren't you coming? Richard was already here to check if you're here but-...« my stomach drops as soon as I hear his name. When I think about the whole situation, I could be the on who trows up.
I don't know how I got out there I don't know how I just managed to leave. It seemed so easy. Just leaving everything behind me and trying to find myself on the empty streets.. trying to chase something that I don't know yet although my legs are too weak and I'm too exhausted.
I would like to know when this ends. I mean all of this. Not only when I'm going to die or when I grow up. I'd only like to know if it'll end before I give up. I know I can change this and life differently.
I could be someone else and everything could be easier but I wouldn't be myself anymore and difficult things always have a better end because I'll fight for what I deserve.
»No.. no.. I'm coming later..« I say and cough. »Where are you going?« she asks. She's still tired and depressed because of yesterday. Although she's been better. I don't want to lie to her. I can be glad she wasn't really mad after I told her everything.
And I hate doing this so I just tell her the truth because she deserves the truth and I don't want to do things like these behind her back. This is something I shouldn't hide from her. It would make everything worse and sometimes it feels like she's the only one that I have.
»Something about Grayson..« as soon as I say it I wish I could take it back. That was too direct. »Grayson?!« she asks surprised. I sigh. I told her we would find a way for her but I'm not really sure about that anymore.
I guess I just told her that in the moment so she would feel better and so I wouldn't feel guilty.. »I'm coming with you!« she says out of nowhere. »Daisy this is not-..« she cutes me off..
»Rose. I will come with you no matter what it is.« although she's not his girlfriend she acts like she needs to be there with me. Its not like I'm his girlfriend and I don't need to be there either but I admit I'm stupid.
I don't even know why I'm helping him. I know I shouldn't but somehow I can't help it. I hang up after I tell her where I'm going so she can catch up on me.
*Grayson's POV*
»Grayson!« I hear someone yelling my name and knocking on my window. I try to lift my head up that I let fall in. My head is aching like hell. I don't even know what time it is. It fells like the sun is burning my skin.. although there's not even a sun anymore.
I slowly roll the window down and try get myself together. »Yes officer?!« I ask with a rusty broken voice. »What officer you? Open your fucking door!« a girl says.. when I look closely I can see that its Rose and another girl.. the girl next the her is cute..
I forgot that I locked the door so I unlock and open the door. »This is not the highway you stupid ass!« she yells at me. I love it when she yells at me. I sit sideways in my seat so I can look at her.
