I'm updating this story again, (not that anyone reads it or anything) Well, buckle up, and get ready for a long ride. Here it goes.
PAIN:Pain isn't something you can simply wash away with soap and water. Pain stays with its receiver forever. Pain has no mercy. Pain is ruthless, and cruel. No matter if your forgiven, the pain remains in the guilt you continue to feel, as it slowly becomes a scar on your life that can never be removed. It is forever lasting. Pain causes you to do all sorts of bad things to yourself, in hopes that you can cut that scar away. In truth, you only cause more scars physically. You also scar other people who care about your health and well-being. This causes them to cause pain to themselves, in beliefs that it's their fault, creating a never ending cycle of hurt, pain,sorrow, and emptiness. Pain leaves no prisoners. It only shortens the length of our already short life time. Pain is the cause of suicide, and self harm. We, as humans, are scared of the pain hurting us, so we panic. We let the fear consume us, until we use pain on other people. We separate ourselves in hope of staying pure, but our pitch black souls are already to tainted by evil, as the person we sometimes fear, can be the purest soul on the planet. We have to way to control it. It just happens. And when the dark thoughts go away, we start to feel the tingly sensation of regret, as we mourne for our former comrade, who you've now made your enemy all because of pain. This causes you to create pain, and use it against yourself, as you become the self harming person, and the cycle vigorously continues for all eternity, hoping to be purified when we die, but are only shuned for our actions, and are continued to be greeted with pain. Forever...
