Never Wanna Lose You

Chapter 10

It's been a whole month since both Hannah and Nick haven't told each other about their mild romantic feelings for one another. They've been hanging out more often with themselves than with Clay and Jessica. Bqut they had their first fight about some misunderstanding. Will Nick step his game up or will he walk away from this situation?

Nick

I was up around 3 : 30 am, thinking about the fight Hannah and I had yesterday. We were doing so well, until she heard a rumour that was untrue. Someone told her that I like her for her fine ass and her beauty, and not for who she is.

**flashback - Friday**

I was sitting in the gym class thinking that I'm finally ready to tell Hannah about my affection towards her and that I want her to be my girlfriend, officially. My heart raced when I noticed her coming in from the hallway. "Hannah!" I shouted from across the gym. Hannah starred at me before storming towards me. "Woah, what made you so mad?" I questioned. "Is it true what people say, that you like me because of my ass and my beauty and not for who I am?" She questioned aggressively. "What are you-" she cut me off, "don't act stupid with me Nick!" She shouted and everyone stopped with  what they were doing and turned their heads to look at us.

I was startled by her question because I know that I'd never do something like that, I wondered who had made this terrible rumours. I took her by her hand but she jerked it away, "Let go of me!" She shouted again. "Hannah listen,  I don't know where you got those mad rumours but they are not true,"  I yelled back aggressively. "How should I possibly know that what you are saying now is true?" She inquired with watery eyes indicating she's about to cry. "I don't know," I mumbled. "I for once, thought you were different from everyone else but I was wrong, you are just like the rest." She said while sobbing then turned her back and ran to wherever she was going. "Hannah!" I called her name out but she kept running then dissapeared. I didn't see her for the entire day.

**present day**

I went to sleep for 7 hours, fortunately it was a Saturday. I was woken up by a sorrowful dream, Hannah committed suicide because she was hurt about what people thought of her. I was glad it was a dream, I couldn't have lived with myself after that.

"Yo G, wake up!!" Kyrie yelled while banging on the door. I was irritated by his immaturity, I mean the guy is 16 years old and banging on the door would be more likely for Tiffany's age, it's understandable. "I'm coming, give me 5 minutes I'll be there and stopping banging the fucken door man, shit!" I yelled harshly. "Oh I'm sorry," he softly replied. I got dressed, wore my sneakers than went for a one on one. I went downstairs only to find Kyrie with his friends. "Where's the family at? Except for you." I inquired. "They went out for some shopping." He replied sarcastically. "Whatever stupid, let's go play ball." I called upon the rest of the boys to come and play b-ball with Kyrie and I.

The boys and I played the whole day and I heard nothing from Hannah, I'm sure she was still mad about the rumours but I still couldn't figure out, who would do such a thing. I woke Kyrie up, "Pssst...Yo' Kyrie, wake up." I whispered. "What is it man?" He mumbled. "I gotta go to a party and I can't be late, and I'm asking if you could back me up," I requested. "Aight, I got chu. Go have some fun but come back home before morning." He demanded. "Yeah cool." I said then went out the front door. I took my bike this time because I knew if I took the car, it would wake my folks up.

It was 10 : 47 pm when I left the house, I was on my way to Hannah's place. I made it safely and I climbed up to her room using the trees, she didn't even close the window. I got in and closed the window quietly. I felt like a burglar, nonetheless, I thought about three things, wake her up and close her mouth so she doesn't scream, pull her blankets down on the floor that when she wakes to pull them back up she sees me or kiss her on her forehead then tell her I love her and only the last one seemed like a plan because the first two plans sounded creepy and I can imagine seeing someone standing on the side of my bed starring at me like a creep.

I went for the number 3, I kissed her forehead then backed up and said, "I love you Hannah." I forgot about plan B, how am I getting out? Damn. Once I open the window she wakes up and downstairs, there's a high guarded security. I quietly whispered in Hannah's ear, "wake up please.." which was creepy as well but I had no other plan and I succeeded. Hannah woke up and she attempted screaming but I thought if I covered her mouth it would look like I'm on some stupid mission and I can't have the hostage screaming because it will be mission failure...blah, blah,blah...instead i covered my ears with my whole arms and lucky me, she didn't scream but she giggled instead.

"You are up?" I questioned her. "Yeah, what are you doing here, you scared me?" She inquired. "I'm sorry. I came here to apologize," I blurted out in a much squeaker voice than I intended to. Hannah can be adorable when she wants to be, but she is honestly scary looking when she's mad. "I'm extremely sorry," I said more firmly.

"Why should I trust you again Nick?" she questioned.

"I, for once accept a girl with all her flaws, all her past mistakes and all of her." I admitted causing her to raise her eyebrows.

"What are trying to say?" I believe she could tell where I was going with this. I sat on the edge of her bed and said, "remember on Friday when I called you, be for we argued?" I asked her and she nodded yes,

"I wanted to admit my feelings towards you, I've never said the three words to a girl except you," I admitted again, her eyes were becoming watery again. "Which are?" she sarcastically asked. "don't act like you don't know them," I said which made both of us burst into laughter.

"Let me also admit, I've never heard a boy say that to me with passion, determination, respect, dignity and comfort." she said while playing with her fingers like she always does when she's shy.

"What do you mean, so you heard me?" I scratched the back of my head. "Yeah, first on the phone. I pretended to be asleep, second when you were leaving after kissing my on my forehead. I also pretended I was sleeping, and now third time, I heard you say it and I was not sleeping which is why I didn't scream." She admitted.

"Wow, like I really thought you was sleeping. But I gotta give it to you though, you are very good when it comes to acting. You should be an actress." I blurted out.

"Nah. Oh I forgot to tell you, after I dropped the phone I said I love you too, after you closed the door on your way out I said I love you too and now I'm finally telling you straight in the eyes that I love you too." I knew she had the same affection for me, she was just waiting for me to man-up.

"I must admit, you got me crying there...but I want us to make things official." I suggested. "Yeah, me too." She said with a smile.

"You are really stupid sometimes. But I am giving my trust. I'll take your word for it," she smiled. I swear, her smile always finds a way to calm me down and soothe my nerves.

My eyes lit up and I let out a relieved sigh then went on one knee. "So will you be my girlfriend?" I slightly cringed at how desperate I sounded.

Hannah put a finger to her chin and slightly tilted her head as if she was thinking about it, but I knew she was dying to say yes.

"Yes," she finally said. "Why not?" I smiled as I picked her up from her comfy bed and making her stand on her legs, until she went on her tip toes bring her lips closer to mine thinking she was going for the kiss but she just wanted to whisper something in my ear. 

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