I wake up and looked around me suddenly I realized. I got robbed plain and simple. Suit case is gone. All I have is my purse. My luck , I forgot this the streets take light or get robbed. Someone is probably selling my crappy shoes and clothes.
I didn't take anything that Cardi gave me. It could have been valuable stuff that had good shoes. Damn I'm really stupid. What went wrong. Everything just everything.......
I start to yell hoping it would do something.I just yell and yell and yell. Until my lungs started to hurt. Yelling sure wouldn't I anything, but it felt good all of the anger out of my system. Everything has gone wrong with me since I turned 5!
I blame my dad, no my mom, no DRUGS. Screwed me all up. Consumed my family, my life , and my home. Why does this happen if me? I feel so hurt and angry.
The child that Cardi is going to have will get her perfect family. Offset or whatever his real name would be a real father to her unlike my father. I'm not ready to talk about him just yet. Maybe another time. I walk out of the woods near a bus stop. All the cars though. So busy. I wanna change this so many in poverty, homeless, no possessions but the clothes on there body. I want to be the change in life. So many lives. I can help.
Who am I kidding what can one girl do. I sound dumb,but this moment really hit me hard. This is real life, not some movie. I don't get a happily ever after. There is none to be honest. It's just a children stories. No one ever gets a happily ever after. We all don't live forever.
My attention goes to my stomach.I'm so hungry. All I have is 20 bucks and a purse. I need to buy something cheap like something from the Mc Donald's 1 dollar menu. Maybe some fries. Haven't had fries in awhile. Dollar menu it is.
I start walking there and I see someone get mugged. I start to get ready to call for help and a lump forms in my throat. What am I supposed to do get mugged along with him. It's him or both of us. We both know that if it was someone else my age in my shoes they would do the same and walk away. I had to put myself first or save him? Decisions decisions.
To be continued....
