Carter;
July 5th 2012.
Liam;
What?
Carter;
The day I got burned. July 5th 2012.
Liam;
You don’t have to tell me this, Carter.
Carter;
Shut up, Li.
Liam;
Okay.
Carter;
We had been dating for a while. Around two and a half years…I really thought he was the one, you know? I thought he was the one I was going to marry and complain about not wanting to get stretch marks with but really I would gladly have a soccer team of children with him.
Liam;
Did he cheat on you…?
Carter;
I’m getting there.
I hadn’t seen him in five almost six months. I hated his job so much…and he knew I did. He KNEW that I was afraid and he still left me almost immediately after he returned. I dreaded mail days. I feared phone calls. But, yet I lived for them both. They were my only communication with him for months.
Liam;
Carter…
Carter;
July 5th 2012. I wasn’t doing anything special. Just sitting on the couch and have pointless conversations with people I hadn’t seen in years on Facebook. I found myself doing that a lot while he was gone…I got the call from his mother. She was hysterical and I knew…I fucking knew what happened.
Liam;
Carter…
Carter;
They said he died an honorable man.
I got his last letter a week after he died. They found it in his belongings and sent it off. He asked me to spend his life with him.
Liam;
I had no idea…
Carter;
I was so angry for so long. I was in my junior year of high school and I just wanted to quit. I thought about how I BEGGED him not to go.
He broke my heart without even meaning to.
Liam;
Maybe you aren’t odd after all.
Carter;
Odd is about the only thing I am now.
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I don’t really know anything about how they pass the news to love ones…but there you go.
I’ll be updating 6/26-6/29 tomorrow. :-)
Happy readings babes!