Beautiful torture (reconstructing)

chapter ten

A/n_Hello my beautiful pussycats...missed me?so i no it been a while....am sorry nothing in particular has been up just been a big lazy bone....so bare with me owk....dont forget to vote,comment,and follow....bye guys...love you
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Arabella POV(angelina)

So it been three months since the day i woke up from coma...everything's been owk...I remember my last appointment with the doctor,and he gave me a journal to write down anything i remember,he did ask me what my name is,and i told him Angelina Walter, cause now i understand that it the name i took after i ran away....Arabella hearts is dead to the world, and so is the world she left behind....so to play it off in front of william i had asked him why i told them my name was Arabella, of course he had told me it probably was the last name i saw,causing my brain to believe it to be,luckily everyone bought that....

Once a week i would go for my doctors appointment, those days has been torture trust me,he would ask me how much i remember,i would tell him...so far i have been improving...although it bothers me that my past memories are still intact but the new ones i made got lost....I mean how is that possible... But stupidly google confirms it,but despite all this i still haven't forgotten my goal for now....which is to find out why my second son tries all his possible best to avoid me....he did say we were good,so good to the extent that he reads me like a book,even Anty confirmed it,that what i call Antonio now,he dosent like the nickname,but i don't bloody care,am the mom remember

So today i have decided to patch things up with my son,which explains why am standing just outside he's door with a basket of chocolate cream cake...Anty told me it he's favourite....although no one knows am here,well i could have told Anty but he refused to talk to me because he's mad at the fact that William and i are a thing...I no it a little too soon,but each time am with will,he makes me feel special,like a whole new person...well he did get few punches from Anty and death stares from Stefano...but he told me no one was gonna stop him from making me he's, that is the most romantic word anyone has ever said to me.....

So yeah,both sons won't talk to me,with Anty i no what i did wrong,and i had personally begged him to let me date will,and he would always say,i quote "he's bad for you...anyone but him" which is strange cause they have both been by my side through out my recovery, but with stefano it's different,i have no clue what i did wrong, so today i will fix it,i must
Ding dong

I pressed the switch,alarming whoever that's inside that some one is at the door,i had faint footstep,until it became audible...somehow i grew nervous,my palms became sweaty,what do i do,what do i tell him,will he be happy to see me,or would he slam the door to my face ....Oh God am i suddenly having second thought