Slowly I began to hear again. It started off as a faint noise, as if very distant. I couldn't work out what the sound was or where it was coming from, all I knew was that my eyes were closed and it felt impossible to open them.
I willed myself to try and move or make a sound, but I felt as if my body was made of lead and couldn't be lifted and like my voice box had been removed. Nothing was working for me.
I could still hear a faded sound around me, but it continued to mean nothing to me, not knowing, and starting to come to terms with never knowing, what it was.
I would have cried there and then if my body would allow such emotion or physicality to show, but no such luck.
I wondered where I was. I thought about what might be happening to me, or about to happen. I was also thinking about Tom, where he was and if he knew where I was. Was he waiting outside the school for me? Had he gone to my classroom, seen I wasn't there and looked for me?
My brain was over thinking everything all at once, and that sound I could hear completely disappeared as my consciousness left my body once more.
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The next time I awoke the sound I could hear was prominent and recognisable. A steady, loud beep rang through me in a steady beat. The only place I could associate that noise with was the hospital.
I pushed myself with the little energy I had to open my eyes, and this time I managed to open them into very narrow slits, only just allowing the light in. As I did this I also let out a small, low hum from the back of my throat as I forced my eyes open.
'She's waking up,' I heard, loud and clear, 'Charlotte, can you hear me?'
A man's voice. Tom's voice.
My mouth felt dry, so I didn't attempt to speak and reply as I was certain nothing I tried would sound like an audible response.
'Charlotte, darling, I love you. Please wake up now,' he spoke again, this time with desperation in his voice, 'If you can hear me please try and show me baby. Make a noise, anything. Squeeze my hand if you can.'
I felt one of his hands in my right, gently gliding his thumb over it. There was a slight tremble in him as he did so.
'I love you, Charlotte.'
I needed to show him I could hear him. I needed to tell him I loved him too. I needed to see him... I needed to open my eyes.
I felt my eyelashes flutter against my cheeks as I strained to lift my weighty eyelids.
'Come on baby, that's it,' I heard Tom say, 'I can see you opening your eyes, keep going, you can do it.'
Tom's voice willed me on and eventually I took control of my body fully and managed it. I opened my eyes halfway to be hit with a bright burst of sunlight through the window to my right, and there in the middle of the light's path was Tom. He was smiling down at me.
With a final push I opened my eyes fully, actually making them feel a lot lighter than they did a few moments before.
'Hi,' said Tom breathlessly, 'I'm here, you're safe.'
I tried to smile, but all my facial muscles had relaxed and didn't want to work and form a smile on my face at that time. I looked at Tom and then gazed around at my surroundings. It was a very plain room with not much to it, but as I scanned my eyes across I caught sight of what looked like a computer screen, some rather technical equipment with tubes coming out of it. I followed it up into the back of my hand where the tube was connected to me. Evidence that I was right; I was in a hospital.
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When I Met Tom (A Tom Hiddleston Fan Fiction)
FanfictionWhen Charlotte meets Tom Hiddleston, her whole world changes. But how will the young woman in her twenties, who likes organisation and routine, cope as she goes from teaching six year old children to being in the spotlight?