Slight trigger warning! If you are triggered by cancer or any diseases please read at your own risk ♡
Ash's P.O.V
"Hey Ash? You're going to the doctor. Your mom will be up to you soon." Brock told me. "Do I have to?" I whined. My head was pounding and I really didn't feel like moving. I then felt someone sit beside me. "I know how you feel,Ash. Come on out of bed and get dressed." Misty said. Her voice is so soothing...."Ash?" Brock said. "Oh sorry I'm not in the real world anymore" I said with a soft chuckle. I was starting to wonder about Misty. Shes so beautiful and I definitely like her but now that im a sick mess i have no chance with her now that shes seen me like this.Misty got up off of my bed and left the room. Great. Now I know she's disgusted by me. "Where's she going?" I asked Brock. He shrugged. "Probably to get your clothes and water off your mom" "oh". Just then Misty came back into the room. "Here you go. Get changed into this and call me when you're ready" she said as she led Brock out of the room. When they left I took a big gulp of water and started to think. What we're these feeling for Misty and why do I have them? She's my best friend,I've known her for 6 years so why do I have a crush on her. That's wrong. I also have no idea what she thinks about me. Brock always says that she definitely likes me and the reason shes so stubborn and sassy is because she doesn know how to express her feelings properly.Yes,she can be so caring and loving but she can also be so feisty and cute and.....I need to get my thoughts straight. Do I like Misty? Yes. Do I like her a lot? Yes. Do I love her?...yes. but I shouldn't. This is all too confusing. I need to stop thinking and get changed. I grab my t-shirt and get dressed. As soon as I'm ready I call for Misty. "Misty?" I call
out into the hallway as I head towards the stairs. "Yeah,Ash?" She answers back to me. "Where's mom and when are we going?" I ask her. "Well I was just about to come get you to tell you that you need to go now" She tells me with a smile
"I have w-what!" I shouted at the doctor. Mom tried to stop her tears,but a few ended up sliding down her pale cheeks. "I'm really sorry,boy. We're going to get a place for you in the hospital and you should be jn within a few days" he said with a smile. How could he smile, Why would he smile at a moment like this! Mom was talking to the doctor as I stared blankly at the wall. This can't be happening. This isn't happening. I pinched myself to see of this was just a bad dream. It's real. Then I chuckled. Just as my life was starting to look up, everything came crashing down. My life is a joke,so why not laugh at it. I then realised that I had stopped laughing and I was now crying. Crying. What a pathetic thing to do. But I'm the dense Ash, of course I'm going to do something as stupid as cry. I had cancer. Pikachu didn't die. I was just dying which isn't as important.
Misty's P.O.V
When Ash and Delia had come back from the doctors they both looked like they had been crying. Brock and I looked at each other and then back at Delia and Ash. Delia just sighed and ran to the bathroom to cry. Ash looked at me in the eyes, his usually bright,sparkly eyes, we're now dull. It was like looking at depression if it had eyes. "Ash are you ok?" I said softly as I made my way over to the fragile boy. The boy who used to be so happy and energetic and was always optimistic was now broken and it made my heart shatter into a million pieces. "No" he said as he broke down in tears. I just hugged him tightly. "What's wrong?" I asked softly again, not wanting to upset him. He pulled away from the hug, stepped back and then looked Brock and I in the eyes. He took a shaky breath in and said three words that completely broke me. Three words that made me want to break down, but I knew I had to be strong for him. The three words that I hate the most in the world. "I-I have...c-cancer" He said through sobs. I stood there for a moment before Brock and I engulfed him in a hug. "Ash" I said. I had tried to hold it together, but I couldn't. I just started crying my eyes out. "Oh Ash" I said,still crying. Brock backed away, letting Ash and I be alone for a moment. "Please,Misty. Don't cry over someone as pathetic as me" he whispered. "Ash you are not pathetic or stupid. Do you have any idea how much you mean to me? You're most definitely one of my favourite people in the whole world. Just being near you makes my world so much brighter. I care about you so much it's not normal." I whispered in his ear. He didn't say anything but I could feel a slight smile crawl onto his lips as he hugged me tighter.
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This chapter made me cry oops 😂 I know this is very cliché so I might actually change the sickness soon. All you need to know is that this is indicating that yes,Ash is dying. That's a sad sentence ok 😂
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