Blood

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Peter's p.o.v
It's midnight and i get up.
I plug my phone in and see a missed call from ned earlier.

I look around and then walk to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.
I look like a totally different person one that i don't like. I reach into a a drawer and get a razor from the shaving kit.

I turn the tub on and then lock the door.
And then take a deep breath and look at the water filling up the tub. I get in and take deep breaths and then roll my sleeve up and close my eye's and then i place the razor on my wrist and while holding in a deep breath i push it in and i feel the blood dripping and it felt better.
I do that for the other one and instantly feel dizzy. I drop the razor and i hear it clinging on the bathroom tile. I close my eye's and slide down and then i passed out.

Tony's p.o.v
I wake up in the middle of the night with a really off feeling. I shake steve awake and he moaned and said "what" i said "something doesn't feel right" he said "maybe you have to poop" i say "steve i'm being serious" and then get up and walk out of the room and start to make my way towards peter's room when my feet get wet i look and then see the floor is wet.
I knock and say "peter" but no answer i say "peter open the door please" still no answer. I kick the door in and see something that i'll never forget. I see peter bleeding out i yell "steve call 911" and then i quickly run over and slide on the water pull peter out and turn the water off steve walked in and said "oh my god peter" i say "call 911 tell them to hurry" he said "i just did" and then i grab peter's wrist and try to stop the bleeding.
The ambulance came and me and steve both rode in it with him.

We make it to the hospital. We are forced to wait in the waiting room while they take him away.

A few hours later

A doctor walked out and called for both of us and we walked over and he said "he is fine for now we put him under 72 hour suicide watch but we found bruises all over his body and a few broken ribs is there anything else we need to know"i say "he had this boyfriend that beat him up constantly but we only just found out about it" the doctor nodded and then i said "can we see him" he said "he's resting right now just let him and later you can" we nod and then the doctor walked away.

A couple hour's later

We are allowed to see peter now that he is awake.
When we walk into the room it's dark and we can see peter sitting up i turn the light on and he didn't move he looked even paler then before which i didn't think was possible.
I swallow hard and say "hey kiddo" he didn't answer you could see the bruises. Steve sat down and so did i nobody knew what to say i've never been through this before neither has steve i mean what are you supposed to say to a kid that was ready to die finally he finally swallowed hard and said "i'm sorry" i quickly say "no don't be you have absolutely nothing to be sorry about" he slowly nodded and then it went silent.
It was quiet for a few hour's until we realize that he fell asleep. I say "i'm gonna run home and umm get some thing's" steve nodded and then i got up and left.
I make it home and walk to peter's room and grab a plain shirt and a hoodie and a pair of sweatpants and then i put it in his bookbag after i took everything else out. I then put it on on one of my shoulders and then i grab a pair of his shoes and then pack me and steves clothes in a different bag and then leave to go back to the hospital.

When i make it there i walk into the room.
He is still asleep and steve is too. I set the bags and the shoes down and sit down myself. A few hour's later they both woke up and a doctor pulled us both out and said "he needed to talk to us privately."
We follow him into his office and sat down.
He said "after the 72 hour suicide watch is up we are going to evaluate and see if he is still a danger to himself and if he isn't then we will be able to send him home but if he is we need to talk about psychiatric care" me and steve both nod.

3 day's later

They are talking to peter right now we were told to wait outside the room so he wasn't so nervous.
An hour later the psychiatrist walked out and said "well from his answers he doesn't seem like he would try to hurt himself again but there are some requirements for his release" we both nod and he continued "i don't want him going back to school for a few weeks even a couple of months nothing he can hurt himself with even so the knives have to be put somewhere safe and out of reach there aren't allowed to be locks on any of the doors and the prescription medicine's have to be in a locked cabinet and no closed doors" we nod again and he said "i'm prescribing him a week's dosage of anti-depressants that needs to be taken with food or milk and he might seem out of it it's the medication just let him rest and keep that so called boyfriend away especially and i'm giving you a week to get him a therapist if your insured and a clinic if your not" we nod once again and he said "you can go see him a nurse should be in later with the discharge papers and then you guy's are free to leave" steve nodded and i said "thanks" he nodded and then walked away and we walked into the room and saw peter.
He was wearing clothes but still looked sick but better then the first day here the strings were taken out.
He sat back down on the bed and he looked tired but that could be because there really isn't any comfortable way sleeping in a hospital.
An hour later a nurse walked in and we signed papers and then we were free to go. We drive home and peter was still really quiet. We make it home and i was the first one out and then steve and then peter.

We all walk inside and he looked around and i said "are you hungry i ca-" he nodded no and said "i'm just gonna go and catch up on sleep" we both nod and then he walked to his room leaving the door open.
An hour later steve went to go check on him and saw he was asleep. He walked out and said "i'm gonna go pick up his prescription you start work on the house" i nod and get up off the couch and kiss him goodbye and then he left.
I started with his door taking the handle off replacing it with a different one. I did that to all of the doors in the house besides the front and back door and then i get stared on moving the dangerous cutlery to a safer place except for the forks and spoons.
By the time i get started on the bathroom steve is home he walked through the door and said "tony" i walk out of the bathroom and he smiled at me and i walk over and he kisses me.
A few minutes later peter walked out of his room and i said "hey kiddo how are you feeling" he said "fine is there anything to eat" i said "i can make something just sit down" he nodded and then sat down on the couch while i made dinner.
Steve sat down next to him and an hour later the food was done and we all ate in silence. Steve walked into the bathroom to finish it but we didn't want peter to see so he closed the door.
I grab the pill bottle and take one out and then he took it and then said "i'm gonna go back to sleep" i nod and say "goodnight" he said "night" and then he walked into his room and i stayed in the kitchen leaning against counter. Steve finally walked out of the bathroom and we both went to bed but i slept on the couch if you can count sitting up all night and watching the hallway of peters room hoping not to see him.
I finally fall asleep at like 5 in the morning. But wake up the next morning to hear the shower running i jump and run to peters room and see he's still asleep i let a breath out and then figure steve is in there.
A few minutes later peter woke up and steve got out of the shower and we all ate breakfast together in silence peter looked sick still.