4. Why?

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Hi, you are probably bored of me. But whatever, I don't care. So I, woke up and did the normal things people do. I drink water, I go to the toilet to urinate or I check my phone.

Now, it felt like my brain was reminding me something, and it was a dream. I remembered what I did in the dream (not most of the things) it was crying, I was crying.

When my mother (she was in my dream) asked me why I was crying. I said, "I was just releasing negative emotion." And I was weirded out, why did I have a dream where I was crying?

So I searched the friendly google.

"To let out emotional balance

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"To let out emotional balance."  and "you can no longer suppress these emotions"

When I red that, I stayed silent for awhile. Thinking about what I could've cried about, and maybe it was alot of things.

To what I look like, my physical attributes, my weight, my other personal obstacles. And I just stayed there again.

I didn't know, was I still okay?

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