14. Isn't It Hard? I Don't Blame You Too.

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I made this diary on a book to update not only you guys but me, on my progress for my mental health.

I thought that day would come. The day where I would end this book with a happy ending. With an ending that said that I was finally okay.

But no, this always happens.

You probably don't know, but I am an achiever. I am a people's pleaser, I want to please people. I live for praise. I get motovation through success and praise and such.

I am so fucking mad at myself for not doing better. Like what the fuck am I doing? So I took a break. I let go of this cellphone and let myself breath.

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But everything still feels so suffocating, but don't worry. I'm gonna be fine soon, I promise I'll work harder.

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