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( Do I even have to say it again? Well I still will, more music above. 🖤 Sorry for making Smii7y depressed. I hope you guys still read this. Thank you. )

J o h n
"I hope he's okay." I told Craig walking back to my dorm. "I bet he is, don't worry." Craig told me as we split up to go to our own dorm. "Bye Craig, talk to you tomorrow." Craig waved bye to me and I did the same. As soon as I made it to the dorm I opened the door, closed it behind me and turned around. I saw Lukas on the floor, I think he just woke up? He looked at me, I could tell he cried a lot, his eyes were super puffy. I was scared and shocked, "Lukas are you okay? Did you fall? Are you hurt?" Lukas said nothing, he just stared at me.

After a small while Lukas started to cry more, without thinking I threw my bag on the floor, ran to Lukas and sat down near him. "Stop crying Lukas, what happened?" I asked him he gave me a saddened response. "Nothing, nothing happened." He said as he stare dead into my eyes.

"Lukas, something happened. Did, did you think of bad things?" I got worried for him and quickly hugged him. I felt his tears drip down onto my shirt, soon Lukas felt heavier. I could tell that he passed out, I carried him to his part of the dorm and place him on his bed. I covered him up making sure he wouldn't be cold and sooner or later I fell asleep on the floor near his bed.

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I woke up to see Lukas right next to me, snoring. I swore I put him in his bed last night? Did he wake up and come sleep by me? I slowly got up and I saw that I woke up Lukas, "Oh I'm sorry. Should I tell the professors that your still sick?" Lukas looked up at me, his eyes still puffy. "No, I'll come today." Lukas got up as well. We both got dressed one after the other and we headed out of the dorm room. I wore my yellow, red, and blue hoodie, a normal shirt, and just some black pants. I saw that Lukas wore a white hoodie and some blue jeans.

I saw Craig and Tyler walking pass so I decided to group up with them, Lukas shortly followed. "Hey?" I said to them, Craig looked at me then his eyes directly looked at Lukas. "What happened? Smitty your eyes are puffy. Did you cry?" Lukas kept quiet. "Hey you two go on ahead, I'll talk to Smitty." Tyler said and his hand made a 'go along' motion, both Craig and I walked ahead. I looked towards Tyler and he stopped to talk to Lukas, I saw that Lukas kept quiet and I became worried. "So John, did he cry?"

I slightly nodded and Craig was confused. "Did he tell you why he was crying?" "No." I said quietly. Craig and I went to our first period and just kept on talking about Lukas, I was still sad for him. "I'm just worried about him, he keeps on telling me that he's ugly he told me that he's scared of so many things." "John, I think Smitty may have anxiety or depression, or both." Craig told me. I was worrying about him so much, why was I doing this? I obviously care about him, do I care too much?

Soon lunch came and I sat at the normal table with Craig, Lukas and Tyler didn't seem to show up until a tiny bit later. "Hey, sorry for being a little bit late." Tyler said to both Craig and I. "No worries." Craig said and I nodded. "We just had to talk about some things." "Like Craig said, No worries." For the rest of the lunch period we talked and ate, except for Lukas. Lukas barely talked or even ate. I decided to call him over towards another table. "Hey L- Smitty, I need to talk to you can you come see please?" I got up and he followed me to the other table.

"Is something wrong John?" He said, his voice strained, "Are you okay? First of all, second of all what did you and Tyler talk about?" "First of all, Yes. Second of all, nothing." I could tell that he was lying. As soon as lunch was over, it was time to go to the period we all shared. I mostly just talked to Lukas the whole hour, trying to make him tell me what was wrong. Until he finally cracked, "I've been telling you this John, nothing. Do you need me to spell it out for you?" He said his tone sounded a bit angrier. "N-No, okay you talked about nothing."

After the day was over the group walked back to their dorms, but before I went back I had to vape. I was stressed for the whole day, Lukas paused waiting for me to continue and walk. "Sorry, I need to vape you can continue to walk." "John I'm sorry, Tyler and I talked about my insecurities thats it." I took a hit of my vape and let out smoke. It was still the raspberry scent, raspberry smoke. "I-I, okay Lukas. Thank you for telling me."

We both soon headed towards the dorm, Lukas went to his room and I went to mine. We didn't really talk but I decided to check the group chat,

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VapeBoii: Hey..?

WildCat: Hey, John check my messages.

VapeBoii: Okay?

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I scrolled down to Tyler's contact name as saw that there was one new message, I clicked and entered the chat.

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Piggy: John, Smitty has anxiety and depression. He wanted me to not tell you this but you seemed so worried for him I had to tell you. Don't you dare tell him that I said this I think he trusts me now. I want to try and help him he said I'm like his therapist or something. Just letting you know okay? I'll be talking to him more often, don't get jealous.

Johniii: Okay, thank you for telling me this. Thank you so much Tyler. Thank you.

Piggy: No problem John. Take care of him.
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I sighed and turned my phone off, poor Lukas, he must be suffering. I want to help him, and help him I will.

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