R a s p b e r r y S m o k e / / K r i i 7 Y F a n f i c

G a m e s / / 9 .

( I'm sorry for the lack of chapters, I'm losing my motivation I hope all that read this understand. This chapter will be a bit shorter than my last chapters. Once again I'm sorry and music above. ( There might be tons of incorrect spelling or grammar Sorry. ) There will be more Lukas and John chapters! )

T y l e r
A week ago I asked the love of my life to be my boyfriend, and he accepted. Finally I was happy for once after the attempted suicide problem, though I still couldn't get it out of my head. Craig and I visit them daily, but when we don't we just talk in class. Sometimes we don't even listen to the professors and when we get called on we both just freeze, its pretty funny. Though it can be embarrassing at the same time hah.

Today Craig and I both decided to skip our classes and just chill out in the dorm, and thats what we exactly did. "Hey Craig, dear?" Thats what I started to call him, at first he just started to blush each time I called him that but now he's grown used to it. "Yes Tyler?" "How about we just do nothing today, lets just stare at each other." I could hear Craig laugh a bit, his laugh was amazing. "Tyler that would be boring." "I know."

Craig walked into the room that separated both of our rooms and sat down by me, "How about we just play video games and talk? It would give us more things to do than just staring at each other." "Good idea." I smiled at him, I then got up and raided our video game cabinet, and yes we do share one. "What game do you wanna play?" I asked Craig as I searched, "How about Mario Kart?" "Don't you hate that game?" I turned around and saw him nod.

"But you still want to play it?" "Yup." I mean I wasn't gonna ask him why but I took out the game and popped it into our game console. I handed Craig one controller and grabbed another, we started to play for a while. Craig screamed a few times because another player hit him with a blue shell, and maybe once because I accidentally hit him with a green shell, sorry hon! It was nice playing the game, we both had our shares in rage which was nice.

Whilst we play I could just feel happy and not hating myself because of what I've done to both of my friends. I'm so sorry Lukas, I'm sorry John. Soon it was getting quite late so we both agreed on calling it quits, I put up the console, the game, and the controllers. For the rest of the night we just talked to each other and laughed which was nice, thank you Craig.

I smiled and kissed him and headed off to bed, I turned my head around and saw him, in confusion, just stare at me. I was happy since his face was obviously quite red, "Goodnight dear." I said to him as I entered my room and fell asleep.