Arela.

Cry For Me, Die For Me.

Why won't you hold me Cause things don't look so bright
Dont yell console me
Cause I been up all night
I need you to cry for me
Theres not to many that would die for me
I need you to cry for me
Theres not to many that would die for me
Yeah

Lately man I really been feeling hella cold and shit
Isolated and alone and shit
Still waiting on a call from you
But shits not a move cause you don't exist
Mom died, I'm feeling old and shit
Its way to fast how I grown and shit
Got me feeling hella down, down
Tryna smoke a lot so I can cope with it Im 24 ain't got a crib yet
Im 24 I ain't live yet
Im 24 and hella pissed
I can't even thank my momma with a big check
Theres people living that got less than me
So I just try to think the best in these Situations that be stressing me
So I don't act out to problems too aggressively
But people really tryna push me
People really tryna brush me
Out the wrong way
On the wrong days
But I just know they hella pussy
The other night I felt like ending shit Got me calling up my ex and shit
Got me smoking cigarettes and shit Alcohol got me confessing shit
Confessing things like
How Im mad afraid
Mad afraid that this will all fail
Telling Pat to get a normal job
Telling Dad that I ain't doing well Telling Mom that I done met my days My job got me hella sad and shit
Cause this supposed to be the shit I love My job supposed to give me happiness On days I dream about my mom screaming Laying down tryna fight for life
Tears start run down my face I sit and struggle tryna hide my eyes
Cause everybody think Im strong Everybody think I'm stainless steel Everybody think I'm made of metal They don't get I'm fuckin' made of real They don't get I done slaved for real They don't see I had a major deal
They don't know that I slept on a couch Tryna plot shit out, so I could make it here
Theres certain things that I want to say But I don't know how they make you feel
They told me "Russ you were made for this"
So imma work and make a bill (imma work and imma)
Why won't you hold me
Cause things don't look so bright
Dont yell console me
Cause I been up all night

I need you to cry for me
Theres not to many that would die for me

I been contemplating On leaving life But you make me Want to stay (want to stay)

And as this night goes on
I imagine me holding you close
Cause you're the one I trust the most Tears fall on my shoulders
Tremble sometimes I get
So forgetful that you're always here
If not physically
Then through me

Rest Easy, Thank You.

VI/II/MMXVIII