I feel grey. Not black, nor white, just grey.
I don't know any other colour. Red, yellow, green; none have any meaning to me.
I go to school to meet sneers and jeers. I go home to meet an empty room.
I'm numb. I feel nothing. Absolutely nothing. It's all just a routine, and I have gotten used to it.
I see the lines on my arms, some new, some old. I see the crimson liquid slowly flowing down them, but still — nothing. No feelings. Just grey.
I just want to feel something. Is that too much to ask for?
