JeRza: Together again

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Erza'S POV

I was walking back to my house, it was raining, I didnt even brought an umbrella, and I don't care, I just want to vanish from this cruel world. I never even got to live my dream, I was heartbroken. I was invisible, almost everyone of my friends forgot about me since they were taking care families of their own. Lucy and Levy still calls me at some times but not everyday since their always busy taking care of their kids. To tell all of you the truth, I was jealous of them, I never had the chance to get married at all, I loved Jellal but he's together with someone else while raising three kids.

I finally arrived to the front porch of my little cottage, I was soaking wet, thanks all to the rain, I put my hand to my right pocket fishing my keys. I finally found them, then I unlocked the front door as I opened it. I didn't have nothing to do but just drink and cut. I went to the kitchen dropping my bag purposely in the living room, I found the knife I use daily to cut. As I was about to cut, my telephone rang startling me while I dropped the knife, I walked to the kitchen counter and picked the phone up as I answered,

"Hello?"

"Erza?" Natsu.......

"What is it?" I asked curiously, I haven't heard Natsu for months now, he probably forgot about me

"We have a situation" he said

"Well, what is it?"

"It's Clara"

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That's...... That's Jellal's wife..........

"What about her?"

"She died, Erza" my eyes widen and my mouth dropped, Clara died?

"What happened?"

"She had thyroid cancer" he answered as I grew more shocked " She couldnt breath anymore last night, we tried to reach the hospital but we were too late, she was already dead. We didn't tell you about it since we know you're always busy at work-" I quitted my job years ago, Natsu, I just lied so all of you won't worry about me, "-but....... We want you to know that will be having a funeral on Friday, Jellal decided to invite you so........ See ya!" he hung up, still the same old Natsu, doesn't have any manners and probably never will (LOL!!!). But what really made me notice is that Jellal invited me, why did he? I thought he said he never wanted to see me again

TIMESKIP

We were all under the rain standing in front of Clara's grave, this made me a little sad, Jellal nor his children don't deserve this, but she's gone. Jellal's children were sobbing loudly hugging their father, Jellal became miserable and stayed quiet for the rest of the day.

Everyone were suppose to say speeches for Clara, Jellal announced the most touching of all. Lucy was done with her speech as she gestured for me to tell mine, I faced my friends seeing them with rather surprised faces, they haven't heard of me for years, so maybe that explains the faces.

"I knew of Clara, but we never met her each other in person, everyone said she was kind, loving, and beautiful. No one said any of those things to me, like ever. Everyone says I should act like her, that's what saddened me. I started shutting myself away from anyone I know, wishing I..... Never mind. But what I'm trying to say is that I don't hate nor judge Clara, she was a loving friend, wife, mother, and daughter. Everyone will miss her, especially her family. Thank you" I finished my speech

TIMESKIP: Three years after

After Clara's funeral, I haven't been communicating to anyone at all, I've been avoiding everyone because I didn't want to face them, especially Jellal. I had been cutting more than I had before and I didn't mind, the pain I always felt while cutting felt the same pain I had experienced when everyone forgot about me and started hanging out with Clara more; like I said I don't hate her, but I envy her. Everyone treats me like I'm nothing, and everyone treats her like a puppy, but I don't care, I've dealt with worse.

I was at the kitchen drinking again, when I was about to take another sip of my drink, I heard something drop in the living room, something light like a pillow. I drank my beer whole and walked to the living room seeing that there was an envelope that was sent by the mailman. Huh, that's weird, I haven't been getting mail for awhile now. I took the envelope walking to the couch, I sat then ripped the envelope open seeing that it was a letter sent from where I used to study at, Fairy tail university. It says that there will be a school reunion to celebrate the school's anniversary. Hmmmmm........ Everyone of my friends will be there, especially their families, I don't have one so it might be humiliating for me to come but this is Fairy tail were talking about, it still accepts people who are different, it also says even without a family I could come.

I thought about it for what seems like hours, I was on my bed covered by pillows and a blanket, I faced my closet knowing I have plenty of clothes to wear for events and celebrations since I used to model secretly at a famous TV fashion show.

I know I've been insulted, pushed, and bullied but my friends need me, it might be hard for me to face them again but I hope they'll forgive me. And well, Jellal, I don't know if he wants to see me again but I have to apologize to him for pushing him away.

After for a long time of thinking, I sat up quickly, then started digging in my pillows looking for my phone. After awhile I finally found it, I dialed my old friend's number as I waited for her to answer. Then I heard it,

"Hello?" Here goes nothing

"Um, hey Stace" I answered awkwardly

"Well, well, well, if it isn't it Titania!" she laughed, I smiled at her still-the-same attitude

"Yeah, it's me"

"Hahaha! It's been so long! So, what is it? What do you want?" she asked

"I need your help" I said while opening my closet

"What is it?" she asked again

"I'm gonna need your help with some fashion stuff" I smiled, then I heard her chuckle,

"Give me 5 minuets to get there, mademoiselle" she said in a french accent as I grinned widely

TIME SKIP

It was Wednesday, the day of the high school reunion, Stacey did the deciding of clothes and makeup. Since she was also a student of Fairy Tail university, she's coming with me. Me and her came out of my house, I opened my car as we both got in and made our way to Fairy Tail University.

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