pretty | jung jaehyun

VII

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jung jaehyun,

i've been wondering lately,
do you think i'm pretty?
silly question, i know.
however,
i've been feeling strange these days. i can't stop looking at myself in the mirror. i can't stop scrutinizing every single detail of myself.
i really don't like what i see.
my legs are not long and thin like hers. my tummy pokes out a bit.
my skin is bumpy.
certainly not as clear and dewy as hers. my hair is frizzy and of a boring shade of dirty brown, not long and luscious like hers.
my nose is kinda big too and i never noticed it until now, but my teeth are a bit crooked.
is there something wrong with me?
perhaps i'm just seeing things?

i'd really love to see myself through your eyes, jung jaehyun.