pretty | jung jaehyun

VIII

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jung jaehyun,

i saw you at the park today. finally, the landscape was complete. you were like the missing puzzle piece. once you showed up, everything got colorful and i swear the cherry blossom tree bloomed some more flowers. that's how powerful and ethereal you are, jung jaehyun.
you were with that girl again. she kept running her fingers across your beautiful, milky cheeks and touching your soft hair.
her eyes were full of love as she looked at you.
she looked pretty as usual, with her glossy hair braided and decorated with flowers.
the strange feelings kicked in again.
i pulled down my shirt since my tummy was showing. i looked down at my thighs and noticed that they were much bigger than hers.
i threaded my fingers through my wild hair, trying to get it to stay in place.
i don't know why, but i felt more
and more uncomfortable with
each second that passed.
unable to bear it any longer, i sat up and nervously left the park.
i noticed you were staring at me as i was walking away.

what were you looking at, jung jaehyun?