Shawn Mendes imagines

He Needs You

Warning Smut

"I need you" was all he said when he called me. His voice broken, breaking my heart just hearing him. His sniffles could be heard along with a few hiccups. The driver knocks on the partition making me put the phone on mute. The driver informs me that we are two hours away from the arena.

"Shawn....."

"I need you.... Maybe I should cancel the rest of this tour. It's not worth it if I'm going to be gone months on end. It's not-" Shawn sobs into phone making let out a tear. "I need your hugs, kisses, cuddles, and what do I have Andrew, Geoff, and Matt." There's a chorus of 'heys' from the back ground making me chuckle. "I'm sorry guys, but you can't honestly give me cuddles and kisses like my baby can. Is it possible for your heart to feel like it's missing without its source of life? Cause my heart doesn't feel like it's there in my chest. It's not worth it! Andrew cancel the rest of the tour" I hear him say through laughter and a few sniffles. Andrew says something to Shawn which makes him agree. A chair squeaking against the floor is heard. A loud smack and awws also chorused by the boys.

"Not that kind of kiss Matt" I laugh then quiet down when the driver stops at the back entrance of the arena. "Y/N.... I need you here and I mis— Yeah Shawn! Me too, okay well I got to go. You know how friends can be"

"Wait you are going out? Isn't your university exams like tomorrow?"

"Yeah, but I got to go Okay" I try to hang up, but Shawn continues the conversation. The driver looks at me giving me face 'anytime now' and I get out of the car shutting the door before getting my suitcases from the trunk with the drivers help. I see Geoff coming out a phone in his hand.

"Okay lov-" I hang up on Shawn without letting him finish which makes me regret it right away. Geoff hands me a back stage pass. A security guard holds the door open for me as Geoff goes into the tour bus to leave my suitcases. I walk in making my way backstage and see Shawn singing Bad Reputation. His voice sounds so strained do to all the crying 30 minutes ago. Geoff stands behind with his arm over my shoulder watching Shawn lift of his microphone o let the fans sing. They sing then Shawn brings back the microphone to his lips.

"Now say it with me! She's got.... she's got a bad reputation!" Shawn shouts out pointing the microphone back to the fans to say can repeat what he sang. The fans repeat his words along with 'We love you, Shawn!' I see him sit down on the stage dangling his legs at the edge. He sets the microphone down signaling this band mates to stop playing.

"I'm so sorry Guys! I've been having a hard time these last few tour stops." He says and pauses when fans start shouting. "Why?" "We love you!" "Take your time" and the final chorus of fans who shout "is it Y/N" I see Shawn hunch over sobbing into the mic. My heart breaks at the sight it takes all my control to not run over there and partially because Geoff arm lays heavily in my shoulders. He grabs his microphone connected to Shawn's inner ear.

"Look to your left Shawn" Geoff says and Shawn turns squinting his eyes in my direction. I smile and he jumps up dropping the microphone on the stage. He runs ups up to me lifting me up and spins me around. I hold on tight savoring the moment before he lets me go.
"Shawn, Love, you have a concert to continue" I tell him grabbing his hands swinging them a bit as I intertwine them. Shawn stares at me in confusion.

"C-concert! I have a concert? I'm a singer.... who sings at concerts" I watch as him continues to form his sentence. A small giggle is escaping my lips. Shawn let's go, but not before placing his lips on mine. The kiss starts of slow then slowly gets heated as Shawn slips his tongue into my parted mouth. Someone clears their throat making us separate quickly.

"We'll continue this later" I whisper into his ear before he walks out back on stage.  I watch trip of his feet looking back at me. I laugh softly as Geoff waves him off to continue the concert. He starts singing Ruin looking out into the crowd of fans swaying to side to side, singing softly. A wide grin emerges in his features making me smile. The concert continues on making smile widely as Shawn sings his heart out. This is what he loves and I couldn't be more proud of him. The concert is nearing to an end making Geoff get things ready for Shawn's departure.