Harry Potter one shots

Hermione x reader(6k special)

A/n ok so this is my first girl x reader one so it may be bad and warning there is self harm!

I walked down the halls.
Why do I have to be so different!?
Why can't I like guys and not girls!
What is wrong with me?
"Hey L/n! Going off to song someone? Probably a girl! Disgusting!" Ron Weasley yelled
I sighed
"Ron leave her alone..." I heard Hermione say quietly
"Why should he? She's a no good Bitch who can't learn that girls like guys! She's disgusting!" Harry said in disgust
"Harry stop" Hermione says
"Hermione come on you can't possibly be ok with this!" Ron yelled
I heard her sigh.
"Ron, Harry don't sink down to Malfoy's level, know what you are worse at the moment, Malfoy doesn't bully her about it" Hermione says convincingly
I felt my heart get faster
And faster...
I sighed once more and kept walking.
I heard the what people call 'Golden trio' fighting in the background.
Why does Hermione have to be my crush?

Time skip—

I got up from bed and walked to the great hall. I sat down at Slytherin table next to Draco and his goons.
Draco had always accepted me since when we were 10 and I told him.
We had been friends for ever and he knew about my crush on Hermione, he questioned me why her but I told him and he said that it was ok as long as it made me happy.
I looked down at my plate full of food I wasn't going to eat.
I pushed the food from one side of my plate to the other over and over again.
"Hey are you ok?" I heard Draco ask
"Um... y-yeah" I said
"Was it Potter and Weasel?" He asked
I nodded.
"Next time I'm going to kill him!" Draco said though his clenched teeth
"Draco please... their right" I said sadly
"What are you talking about?" He asked
"I'm worthless, I'm disgusting, I can't be normal and I deserve to be bullied" I said
"No you don't" He said then gave me a side hug
"Don't look now but a certain someone is looking at you" he said and I looked up to the Gryffindor table to see Hermione starring at me.
Ron looking extremely jealous which he deserves.
"But it doesn't matter she's not lesbian or bisexual so it won't ever happen" I said and got up grabbing my stuff. I walked out of the great hall mad.
Once I was far enough from the great hall I started running to the girls lavatory.
I walked in and grabbed my pocket knife and threw my bag across the bathroom.
I walked to the mirror and took off my house robe.
I looked at the blade.
"Why am I like this" I said
I held the knife firmly and cut a gigantic X into my arm.
I cut myself some more and now I was starting to lose conciseness.
But I still had enough blood running though my body to keep me alive so I took two of my fingers, and put them together and shoved them down my throat. Then I blacked out.

Time skip—

I opened my eyes slightly and quickly close them again due to the bright light of the hospital wing.
"Ugh!" I groan
"Y/n! Thank goodness your ok!" I hear Draco exclaim hugging me.
"Unfortunately I am" I say rolling my eyes a bit annoyed that I didn't actually die.
"Don't say that! I don't know what I would do if you left me!" Draco says hugging me tighter.
"Well if you don't stop hugging me to death then you won't have to find out yet!" I yelled
Draco quickly releases me from the death hug
"Sorry" He said
"It's ok" I said
"Your AWAKE! Thank Merlin!" I heard the doctor say and she rushed towards me.

Time skip—

I had been out for a couple of days now, and it hasn't been easy. It seemed like my crush for Hermione was getting harder to resist and Harry and Ron's bullying has gotten worse.
I was walking to the common room from dinner when I was pushed up against the wall.
"What the HELL!" I yell
I finally see who the person is and it's Ron and Harry is on the side lines looking almost scared for me.
I looked into Rons eyes they were filled with hate and jealousy.
"Don't. Go. Near. Hermione." Ron said grinding his teeth
"W-What are you talking about?" I asked scared
"Oh like you don't know! I know you like Hermione you little shit!" He yelled
"Ron I think your going a bit far" Harry said trying to calm Ron down.
"Really I should calm down! What if she falls for Ginny or Cho next! You like them!" Ron yelled
"Ron..." Harry said
"NO! I will not rest until this disappointment has learned her lesson!" Ron yelled
"Ron please let's just leave her alone for now" Harry said calmly
"Fine! Useless pice of shit! She should just end her life now so we don't have to deal with her" Ron said finally walking away with Harry.
I slid slowly down the wall crying.
But then I started thinking.
"Maybe I should..." I said slowly getting up.
I started walking to the astronomy tower.
Flashes of all the times I've cut myself and tried to end it came into my head.
Before I knew it I was at the railing of the astronomy tower.

"What if I was just to end it now" I said getting on the outside of the bars

"No one would care" I said feeling the breeze hit my face

I inhaled... then exhaled.

"I should end my life..." I said letting go of the railings

But my arm was quickly grabbed by someone. But who.
I tried to yank my arm away from them but they wouldn't budge.
Then I looked back to see Hermione.

"What are you doing?" She asked
"Ending it like your perfect friend Weasley said" I said
"Why would you do that?" She asked
"Because no one would care" I said
"I do" she said calmly
I scoffed
"Yeah right" I said
She pulled me back over the railing.
"I care, Malfoy cares, your family cares..." I cut her off
"My family doesn't care, if they cares they wouldn't have disowned me" I said
"O-Oh I didn't know" she said
"It's ok" I said Sighing
"I have something that I need to tell you" she said and I looked into her eyes.
"What is it?" I asked waiting for her rude comments

"I like you" she said
I felt my face go red.
"Y-You do?" I asked
She shook her head
"But you probably don't like me that would be absolutely..." I stoped her by smashing her lips onto mine.
I could feel her tense but soon relax.
I pulled away.
"Not true you are the reason I'm like this" I said
"Same to you" She said grabbing my tie and pulling me into a hungry kiss.
I smirked into the kiss.
"Yeah! Get some!" I heard Draco yell
We pulled away and laughed
I have a good feeling about this...

A/n OMG! That was way better then expected! Ok so if you felt a-fended plz don't I wasn't trying to a-fend you I am actually apart of LGBTQ+ so I wasn't trying to be mean it was just what I needed the character to say!
Please let me know if I should do more girl x girl readers!
Bye!

-PureBlood4ever