My Bodyguard

Ch:17 Genuine feelings

Jieun's Point of view

  Just then my room's door bursts open  

Jungkook:Are you okay!?

Jieun:Ah I......I'm o.......k

I say as tears fall from my eyes

Jungkook:Yah pabo don't lie to me what's wrong

Jungkook's voice is filled with concern

Jieun:It's nothing I just

Thunder

Jieun:AHHHHHHHH

Jungkook:Are you sacred of the thunder?

Jungkook says as he sits next to me on my bed

Jieun:No I a...

Thunder

Jieun:AHHHHHHH

I jump into Jungkook's arms in fear

I look up to see his face just inches away from mine

Jieun:Ah sorry

I pull away and go back to my original position

Jungkook:What's wrong Jieun you can trust me tell me about your worries 

Taeyong's Point of view

Taeyong:Ah yes father I have arrived safely,But dad what about my dream my ca...

Father:Shut up forget about that now just concentrate on the family business 

Taeyong:........ah......ok father

I say as I hold back my tears

As soon as I say goodbye to dad I burst into tears

My dream it's scattering right in front of my eyes

I was this close to make them true but this marriage proposal came out of no where

AHHHH WHY

I cry bitterly everything I wanted everything I worked for it's going to waste right in front of my eyes and I can't do anything to stop it I feel so hopeless

Jungkook's Point of view

I hear Jieun's whole story carefully

Jungkook:Ah you pabo(idiot) you're not alone anymore come hear

I hug Jieun.

Jieun's Point of view

I embrace Jungkook . his hugs are so comforting and warm

I don't even realize it and I start to calm down and fall into a deep slumber

Jungkook's Point of view

Huh she's asleep already?

As I see her sleep memories of meeting her for the first time flash through my mind 

Flashback

I was always a lonely kid I didn't really get along with boys my age.

Even now I'm just awkwardly standing here in this playground looking at other kids playing......

???:Hi

Jungkook:Ahhh

???:Oh I'm sorry did I scare you

A girl of my age stands in front of me smiling brightly

I can't even talk to boys forget girls

Jungkook:Ah um no I'm ah um fine

???:Cool my name's Jieun you look lonely just like me so do you want to play with me

Jungkook:Huh?

Jieun:Quick before my mom comes back lets go

Jieun grabs my hand and takes me to the swings

Higher Higher!

Jieun says as I give her swing a push

Jungkook:My turn now

I pout 

Jieun:Of course

???:Jieun what are you doing playing with this commoner come with me

Jieun:But mom he's my friendddddd

Jieun whines

Jieun's mom:No now come with me we are going home

Jieun:Sorry!

And that's how I met her and we would play everyday secretly for a week until one day I see her crying.

Jungkook:Jieun what's wrong?

Jieun:M...y mom says I have to leave this place

Jieun says as tears choke her

My eyes fill with tears as well no not my only friend

Jungkook:What no!?

Jieun:Sorry but I never really got your name what is your name? I guess I should have asked that when we meet hehe

Jungkook:Oh it's Jeon.....

Jieun's mom:JIEUN we are getting late come on

Jieun:Nooo

Jieun whines

Jieun:I'll never forget you I hope we can meet again!!!

Jungkook:YEAH WHERE EVER YOU ARE I'LL FIND YOU I PROMISE!!

End of flashback

Ah Jieun I found you

The reason I blushed when I saw you was because I recognized you right away

I wonder if you still remember me?

I never did tell you my name

But I finally found you and I'm not going to leave you

I kiss Jieun's forehead

The feelings I have for Jieun aren't lust nor desire

That isn't real love that all is fake love,artificial love

My feelings for Jieun are pure and genuine 

I truly do love her but I I

Tears fill my eyes

Can't be with her even if I want to

But I'll try my best to be happy for her

Her happiness is my happiness right

So I'll keep smiling not only for Taeyong's sake but also for Jieun's sake

Even if it even if it

Tears choke me

I take a deep breath 

Even if it means hiding my true feelings

  If it is for you
I can pretend that I am happy even if I am sad
If it is for you
I can pretend that I am strong even if I am hurt
Wishing that love is perfect as itself
Wishing all my weakness can be hidden
In a dream where nothing worked out for me
I raised a flower that couldn't bloom
I raised a flower that's couldn't bloom in a dream that can't come true

A/N

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