My Bodyguard

Ch: 21 His past

Taeyong's Point of view

Wow you have such a nice voice

Wow you can dance so well

These are some sentences I always heard in my childhood and still do

Singing and dancing has always been my passion

I always wanted to pursue it as a career 

But............

We can't always get what we want

My father was extremely against this idea

He always told me to keep singing and dancing as a hobby and nothing more

However my mother was fine with me doing whatever I wanted

She saw the potential in me and didn't want it to get wasted

She would always talk to dad,trying to convince him to let me be an idol

But my father never listened

Thus I was forced to run the family business as the only son of my family I have to be responsible

But I wasn't happy............

I still continued running the family business and then went to the military,where I did very well

My dad was proud that I was doing so great in the military

But I still wasn't happy....

Then I had to go on a very important mission to save a girl's life

That was Jieun

When I heard about her background I felt really sorry for her she was just like me an only child in a rich family

I thought that my dream to become an idol would never come true.....

And one day I lost someone who was very dear to me the only person who cared about me and my dreams........

I lost my mom

Taeyong:MOM NO PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME PLEASEEEE

I scream and cry desperately as I see my mom on the hospital bed 

Mom:My dear son my time is up

Taeyong:NO MOM PLEASE I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU,YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE THAT CARED

Me and my dad were crying helplessly 

Mom had cancer but by the time we found out it was too late

Mom:My dear husband I have one request for you

Dad:Yees my dear

My dad said in a weak voice

Mom:Please let our son be an idol

I look at mom with a surprised expression

Mom:It's all he ever wanted....

Taeyong:MOM

I cry helplessly

Mom:Good bye

And just like that mom was gone

Mom she was thinking about me even when she was dying

Mommmm

1 year later

It's been a year since mom left this world I miss her so much

After mom passed away dad let me do whatever I wanted