Love Is A Strong Word

Part 11|| Finding Hope pt 2

A/N:

SORRY I ENDED THE LAST CHPT SO ABRUPTLY, I WAS CHECKING THE WORDS AND IT SAID 1111 SO I WAS LIKE "THE HEAVENS SAID NO MORE" SO YEAH, 1111

HOPE'S POV:

I felt bad leaving Alex, after he told me he wanted me to live.  I just...I was done.  I was done being unable to sleep until I made myself bleed.  I was done lying to everyone saying "I'm fine".  I was done wasting everyone's time.  I ESPECIALLY couldn't live now.  Not now that everyone around me knows I'm depressed.  Surely they'd all treat me differently.  
Alex will HATE me if I come back.  I can't.  I just need to die.  Better for everyone...right?  
I'm just tired. 
Tired of being bullied
Tired of being worthless
Tired of wasting people's time
Tired of being stupid
Tired of being hurt
Tired of being tired
Tired of being alive. 
And death is like a long needed nap
That just doesn't end.  
I won't ever be tired again

GABBIE'S POV:

David was driving the car I was in.  I could see the other car filled with vlog squad members about 3 cars down.  
I dm'd Tyler Joseph (A/N: Again, IDK just go with it)
"You know that girl you sang for?" I sent
"Yeah." 
"Yeah, thanks for that, by the way"
"Anytime, I owed you one"Tyler responded
"Yeah she's gonna kill herself and we are currently following her down the freeway and she doesn't know"
"How can I help?" 
"Not sure.  If you figure something out, let us know"
"Yeah, no problem.  What's her number?"
"[insert number]"
"Thanks" Tyler said

TYLER'S POV (oof...you excited? XD...okay, anyway)

I showed Josh the messages
"Your plan?" Josh asked (a/n: I was gonna make him say "shit" but he doesn't cuss)
"Gonna text her"
"And then?" Josh asked
"Let's see where it goes from there" I responded

THE CONVERSATION (T=Tyler H=Hope)
T: Hey, Hope
H: Who's this?
T: Gabbie didn't tell you?
H: Huh?
T: I'll take that as a no
H: Omfg just tell me.  I shouldn't be texting you, I'm driving
T: I'll call you
H: okay, whatever

So I called her 

T: Sup
H: WHO IS THIS?!
Josh: Hey Hope!
H: Josh?
T: how do you recognize his voice and not mine?
H: I don't know.  Your singing voice is VERY different to your normal voice.  Why are you calling me? Why am I so comfortable talking to you?
T: Don't know
Josh: Yeah, Gabbie told us you were self conscious
H: The bitch
T: she's really nice
H: when did you get my number?
T: when we performed for you and Alex
H: why are you texting me NOW?
Josh: We were busy.  It was my idea.  We're bored now. Where are you?
H: Driving
Josh: where?
H: Nevada
T: dafuq? You were just in California
H: shit happens
T: can we hang out?
H: Wow, you are REALLY good at impressions, I gotta go now
Josh: what do you mean?
H: Josh and Tyler, asking ME to hang out? bullSHIT. 
T: actually, not
Josh: we're really bored
H: *laughs* I can tell
Josh: Plus we're actually in Nevada.  Otherwise we would have kept it over the phone
H: oh cool, where?
Josh: [insert city name]
H: I'm about half an hour south of there!
Josh: here, I'll text you the address.  Then you'll have both of TØP's phone numbers
H: lovely.  
H: see you in about 45 minutes depending on traffic
Josh: cool, see ya then!
H: K, bye

Then I texted Gabbie

T: Yo, she's gonna be hanging out with us. 
G: thanks, where are you?
T: [insert address] but keep up with my messages, I kinda want to start to ease her sadness before you arrive
G: I get it.  Keep us updated!

GABBIE'S POV:
I was relieved and extremely happy I had gotten Tyler's number.  I texted Alex the address
"But seriously, don't storm in.  We want to make sure she's okay or else Hope could run away again and could stop giving us week long heads up" I warned/begged
"I promise, I'll keep my head" he swore.
"Thanks" I said
"Anything for Hope" he said