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lottie ✨ hey, can we talk?
ollie🌺 uh, yeah? what's up
lottie ✨ well, a lot's been happening in my life, like me breaking things off with charlie and i guess i've just been questing things about myself
lottie ✨ i mean, i think i've always known this kinda but i didn't really think about it because it didn't really matter
ollie 🌺 what do you mean?
lottie ✨ well, i'm pretty sure i'm bisexual
ollie 🌺 wow...
ollie 🌺 what made you realize this and everything?
lottie ✨ your joke with alice and i
lottie ✨ like, when i found out i thought it was ridiculous because obviously i had never thought of her like that but then i couldn't stop thinking about her and the possibility of us dating and ughhhh
ollie 🌺 i'm sorry, we should've never started that joke
lottie ✨ no! don't apologize!
lottie✨ i think i needed it to push me into really thinking about my sexuality
ollie 🌺 still, it was so stupid of us to start that joke especially when we continued it even though we thought you were straight and you were dating charlie
lottie ✨ no, no it's okay
lottie ✨ but i kept thinking about it and then i started thinking about why i was even thinking of alice in that way because obviously i'm not gay or anything so i came to the conclusion that i'm bi
ollie 🌺 and charlie?
lottie✨ well, i told him first because he was my boyfriend and i didn't want him to think i was keeping it from him if i told you guys first and everything
lottie ✨ he didn't take it as well as i would've liked and said he needed time but i knew that meant he would just break up with me later because i doesn't want to date anyone that's not just straight
lottie ✨ so i broke up with him and everything and i started talking to alice and i told her that i might be bi first
ollie 🌺 and now you're telling me?
lottie ✨ yeah
lottie ✨ i just really need to talk to someone about alice and obviously i can't talk to her about it and i didn't want to tell jax or evan because they're both busy right now and you aren't working so...
ollie 🌺 wow, i am feeling really appreciated right now
lottie ✨ i didn't mean it like that, it's just that i'm closer to evan and you're closest to alice and jax is close to everyone in his own way but evan's on set right now so i don't wanna bother him and jax is still on shift and he won't pick up his phone anymore
ollie 🌺 well he is working at olive garden now
lottie ✨ true
lottie ✨ but like, i just really needed to tell someone that i think i like alice
lottie ✨ in a romantic sense
ollie 🌺 o h m y g o d
lottie ✨ i know, that was my reaction too when i realized this
ollie 🌺 fucking oh my god
ollie 🌺 this is perfect now you two can get together and get married and adopt or something and have a happy little family and my OTP will be together yesssss ( erased )
lottie ✨ and i don't really wanna act on it because why would she even like me? i'm just charlotte
ollie 🌺 you are more than just charlotte
lottie ✨ thanks ollie
lottie ✨ but still, alice deserves better than someone who didn't even realize they were bi until they were 22 because of a fucking joke made between their friends
ollie 🌺 we all find out at different times
ollie 🌺 and in your defense, you knew you liked one gender and never really had the push to think about the other one
lottie ✨ thanks
ollie 🌺 no problem
lottie ✨ but i'm still not convinced
lottie ✨ like, i obviously wanna tell her that i have a crush on her, but what if i get over it soon or she rejects me and it ruins our friendship?
lottie ✨ she's my best friend (no offense) and i don't wanna lose her because of this
ollie 🌺 trust me, you won't
ollie 🌺 but if you wanna wait a while before telling her the truth, that's your right
ollie 🌺 take your time and accept yourself, maybe come out to the others and take it from there
lottie ✨ thank you ollie
ollie 🌺 once again,, no problem
ollie 🌺 i seriously don't mind you coming to me with this, i'm free to talk anyway because my boy is being a bitch and staying in new york
lottie ✨ well here's a solution: JOIN HIM IN NEW YORK STUPID
ollie🌺 yeah but that involves flying
lottie ✨ so you would rather mope around and miss him than get on a fucking plane????
ollie🌺 yes
lottie ✨ you're fucking hopeless
ollie🌺 you aren't the first to say that and i doubt you'll be the last
