Why Can't We?

6~A Confession

I am informed that it will be our last filming day tomorrow. The last moment to be together. The last moments that I could see her smile because of me. The last moment I could hug her.

"Why does time flies so fast? I haven't shown her everything I can give to her." I said to myself disappointed to what I acted since day 1.

I was contemplating with my thoughts when Changsub hyung entered my room.

"Sungae-ah seems to be in deep thinking. Huh?" Hyung said and followed by Hyunsik hyung

"Joyiah?" Are they mind reader now?

"Come on tell us. You know Joyiah is like our little sister now" they said knowing that I could trust them

"These past filming after my surprise event for her she kinda avoided me off cam. She became really distant suddenly. She would make excuse just to avoid me during breaks" I told them

They glanced at each other and nod. Waaah. These hyungs are really weird. I shouldn't asked for advice

"How do you feel about it?" Changsub hyung asked as if he wanted to know something

"Well, I really can't explain it hyung but I always think that did I do something wrong to her" I told them honestly

"You do remember that you also did that to her, Right?" Hyunsik hyung asked me wanting to point something out

"Yes, I felt really bad about it. That's why I wanted to make it up to her so badly" I told them and I looked so frustated

"That's what Joyiah felt when you did that. Joyiah deserved some explanations Sungjae-ah not just doing things for her" Changsub hyung said. Is that true? Jinjja why did I become so mean

"But hyung I can't tell her about that" I told them. I just can't. She might get hurt

"Then she can't also explain why she is avoiding you." Ahhhh waeyo?

"Don't be selfish Sungjae-ah. Joy deserves that also. She is a nice girl, I know for sure she will understand" Hyunsik hyung assuring me that everything will be smooth

"What if she won't understand? What if she'll hate me? What if she will gossip my relationship before? What if~" Hyunsik hyung cut me off

"Shhhhhh. Stop those 'what ifs' you called. Joyiah is not like that, she is different I know. Remove all those what ifs maknae. Arraso?" Ahhh. Molla!

"Arraso hyungs. Just get out already" I said while shooing them away.

Should I just tell her? She is different. I KNOW THAT. Who in a right mind can avoid her? Just me. And I felt so stupid with what I did. I'm falling for her.

Wait.

What?

Mwo?

I'm falling for her?
Did that just came out in my mind?

Am I?
Ahhhhh. Jinjja!

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The director said his last cut for the Bbyu couple. "That's the wrap people. Great job everyone." He shouted.

"Sungjae-ah and Joyiah you to did great, you are both beyond my expectations. I'll see you tonight for our farewell party. Annyeong" He left waving at us and smiling.

Sooyeong-ah suddenly ran to her manager. Is she still avoiding me?

I am planning to talk to her tonight.