My Girl

9 months

hey cutie

i can't believe it's been 9 months already
it feels like it's flown by, but
at the same time it doesn't
if that makes sense
i still like the idea that we could have had a baby by now
that really is wild
i know this month is gonna be a little hard
we won't really get to see eachother
but i know it's nothing we can't handle
it'll all pay off soon
i like that we plan the immediate future
not just the far away future
i like pulling our thoughts and hopes and dreams together to form a beautiful little bubble for us
it's nice because i know in a year from now
we'll be living together
in our own apartment
working, going to school, whatever
we'll be together
you make me want to work so hard for us
for you
to make our future plans possible
even though we've been together for 9 months
and we've both changed a lot in a short amount of time
i think we still know eachother pretty damn well
you're still just as caring and kind as you were on our first date
that sunday
i don't hate sundays anymore
you make me feel so loved and cared for
you know when i need space and you respect that
you don't make me question myself
with you, my world makes sense
i still get so excited when we go on dates
or when we decide to stay in bed all day and watch grey's or anime
i will never get bored of kissing you
of rubbing your head
even your stinky farts
we have been through hell and back
but hey we're still together
and more in love than ever
so i think we're doing a pretty good job
afua i love you more and more everyday
even when i'm annoyed or upset with you
my love for you will never go away
thank you for helping me grow
for helping me through all the bullshit i've encountered
for not giving up and for fighting for us
my sun and stars
you are the light of my life
the love of my life
happy 9 months
i'm excited to see where we'll go