(Complete) Nightmares[KLANCE]

Wheres keith?

Warning:offensive language
Keith's POV

I can't believe that just happened. I will never be able to face him again and we won't be able to form Voltron now because I fucked up. Why does this always happen to me ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

Shiros pov (surprise)

Dammit. Keith ran out the door leaving lance and I standing there in shock. "What the fuck Lance." I managed to shout out. He was taken aback by this. I don't swear much but this just pissed me off. I know it wasn't entirely his fault but Keith is like glass. He's fragile if you aren't careful he'll smash. "Shiro I-" "Let's go." I demand grabbing his wrist. "Where?" His voice soft and he sound as if he was going to cry. "To find Keith." I say while pulling him into my lion. 'Black find Keith please.' I mention in my head so the lion know what to do. "I-I'm sorry Shiro I didn't mean to hurt him!" He sobs "it's okay lance it was an accident." I awkwardly reply trying to comfort him. Keith where did you go?

Keith POV

Red lands on a remote island. I immediately start to sob to reds purrs of comfort. "R-red I fucked up!" I screamed even though red could literally hear my thoughts. "Keith?" I hear a worried voice ask through the coms. I turn them off. I want to be alone. Somewhere through sobs I fall asleep

-Keith's dreams-

"Keith get out of there!" Allura shouts at me
"I've nearly got it!" I ignore her demands and continue.
"Keith! Look out!" I hear a scream the a sickening crack.
"Hunk!" Lance yells.
Bang!
"Lance? Hunk? Hold in there." Allura demands as the roar of lions flood my ears. I'm scooped up by red and everything is a dark crimson. Blood. I'm covered in lances blood. I throw up.
"Lance don't die on me!" Pidge cries through the coms
"Come on guys just a bit longer." Shiro half growls as well.
"Lance? Lance stay with us buddy!" Coran also yells with a hoarse voice.
"Get them to the pods!" Allura basically screams.
-scene change-
"Hunk just has few broken bones. Lance he. He um has a punctured lung. He's going to survive but he will be in the pod for quite a while." Allura announces as we all wait impatiently.
"IT'S YOUR FAULT KEITH!" Pidge screams out of pure rage
"Pidge I know your upset but it's not his fault." Shiro tries calming her down only to fail
"SHES RIGHT SHIRO! IT IS ALL MY FAULT! YEAH IM A TOTAL FUCK UP BUT YOU THINK I DONT FEEL ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE ENOUGH? I FUCKED UP AND I WISH IT WAS ME INSTEAD! I SHOULD OF BEEN THE ONE TO TAKE THE BULLET NOT LANCE! I SHOULD OF HAD MY ARM BROKEN NOT HUNK! I KNOW THIS! I HATE MYSELF BECAUSE OF IT SO WITH ALL GREAT DO RESPECT FUCK OFF!" I yell causing the room to fall silent. I ran out of there not looking back and locked my self in my room.
One cut
I'm a fuck up
Two cuts
Your stupid
Three cuts
Your ingnorant
I continued to cut and cut till I passed out.

I woke up with tears in my eyes. How many times must I relive that moment before it drives me insane?